Take it from me....
Reread your question. All you mentioned was your problems and how aggravated *you* are to please him. In most other situations, having sex against your will is rape. Period. However, in this case and from what you stated, you have a bad case of "me" syndrome.
I have a chronic pain illness, have had for 20 years. I just lost a wonderful, caring husband to another woman mostly because I couldnt make myself forget my own pain and suffering and think about how lonely and overloaded he was. Now I'd give heaven and earth to have his manhood around for me to touch! Or see, or even complain about... whatever! Save your marriage while you still can! Its not too much to ask if you appreciate him.
Reread your question. All you mentioned was your problems and how aggravated *you* are to please him. In most other situations, having sex against your will is rape. Period. However, in this case and from what you stated, you have a bad case of "me" syndrome.
I have a chronic pain illness, have had for 20 years. I just lost a wonderful, caring husband to another woman mostly because I couldnt make myself forget my own pain and suffering and think about how lonely and overloaded he was. Now I'd give heaven and earth to have his manhood around for me to touch! Or see, or even complain about... whatever! Save your marriage while you still can! Its not too much to ask if you appreciate him.