Beautifully_Abstract
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I grew up Christian and I still am to this day, however now that I am in 20s I realize, I am very uncomfortable with anything sexual. When I have sexual thoughts I get uncomfortable, Im not in to kissing or talking dirty, I dont want to be touched.. and I probably am going to have a hard time when I get married... idk my siblings are the total opposite of me, I'm not disgusted by it or anything.. I actually find it interesting when other people talk about it, but its something that freaks me out when it comes to my sexual side, which might be non existent lol. But to be honest with you.. anything sexual.. a desire, fantasy, dream, anything I feel so guilty and I wonder would God want me to be this way??