I feel like im being really vain but at the same time am sort of mad at people Im the very quiet shy type and have never been very confident although Im happy with how I look.. Im 22 now but at college we did this facial attraction activity in biology as part of natural selection/sexual selection topic. The class anonymously rated each others facial attraction out of 10 and the scores were written on the board. I never gave anyone below a 6 cause I felt tight so was shocked when I got mainly 4's and ended up with the lowest score in the class..meaning I was the ugliest lol, even lower than the teacher and an overweight girl. Most of the girls and guys were getting 7's and 8's.
Anyway years later I met a nice guy off the internet (who was quite insecure about his looks/not being able to get girls) on a student forum we went on several dates, cuddled in bed etc but I didn't feel it was working out you know there was just no chemistry so I gently let him down. When I told him though over msn (cause it was a distance relationship) he said 'geez I must be seriously ugly' I said your not its nothing to do with looks.
I told him that he will find a girl who he likes way way more and he said 'don't take this the wrong way but when I first saw you I wasn't so sure, it was your personality that I thought was right'. I said 'well you'l meet someone with the right looks and personality' and he said 'well lets be honest I couldn't even start with you'. He then posted on this student forum we both go on that he thinks he must be very ugly cause he met a girl (meaning me) and she wasn't exactly the best of looking yet rejected him. He said the best thing about me was that I was slim lol. He apologised after and we talk as so called friends over msn but he still makes comments like 'do you think I can get a good looking girl' and says that i might need councilling to build my confidence cause im socially inept. He's one of the biggest assholes Ive come across really yet was so nice in real life. He says he doesn't know where he stands in terms of looks and asks me to rate him out of 10 but I don't want to rise to it all.
Anyway I don't even know why I should have to be put down so much by people, even if they are being honest Im really happy with myself and like how I look. Im slim, petite, toned, flat stomach small perky breasts Im a jogger there are all these girls trying to lose weight yet I get put down. There are also loads of people with bumps on their noses who are classed as pretty and I see nothing wrong with my facial features yet don't get much male attention and get put down.
Guys usually show no interest in me cause im not what is classed as pretty but it makes me wonder if maybe im too vain or should not be as happy with myself as I am. Girls with flat chests like me a lot of the time complain about it, get surgery but I don't see the point in large breasts I think they look better now but sag at the end of the day lol. I don't know why people think im so unattractive.
Sorry for the long post lol, if youve read it all then thanks
Anyway years later I met a nice guy off the internet (who was quite insecure about his looks/not being able to get girls) on a student forum we went on several dates, cuddled in bed etc but I didn't feel it was working out you know there was just no chemistry so I gently let him down. When I told him though over msn (cause it was a distance relationship) he said 'geez I must be seriously ugly' I said your not its nothing to do with looks.
I told him that he will find a girl who he likes way way more and he said 'don't take this the wrong way but when I first saw you I wasn't so sure, it was your personality that I thought was right'. I said 'well you'l meet someone with the right looks and personality' and he said 'well lets be honest I couldn't even start with you'. He then posted on this student forum we both go on that he thinks he must be very ugly cause he met a girl (meaning me) and she wasn't exactly the best of looking yet rejected him. He said the best thing about me was that I was slim lol. He apologised after and we talk as so called friends over msn but he still makes comments like 'do you think I can get a good looking girl' and says that i might need councilling to build my confidence cause im socially inept. He's one of the biggest assholes Ive come across really yet was so nice in real life. He says he doesn't know where he stands in terms of looks and asks me to rate him out of 10 but I don't want to rise to it all.
Anyway I don't even know why I should have to be put down so much by people, even if they are being honest Im really happy with myself and like how I look. Im slim, petite, toned, flat stomach small perky breasts Im a jogger there are all these girls trying to lose weight yet I get put down. There are also loads of people with bumps on their noses who are classed as pretty and I see nothing wrong with my facial features yet don't get much male attention and get put down.
Guys usually show no interest in me cause im not what is classed as pretty but it makes me wonder if maybe im too vain or should not be as happy with myself as I am. Girls with flat chests like me a lot of the time complain about it, get surgery but I don't see the point in large breasts I think they look better now but sag at the end of the day lol. I don't know why people think im so unattractive.
Sorry for the long post lol, if youve read it all then thanks