nllchihuahua
New member
stupid? Im 15 and I enjoy pain alot. I will stick things in my skin, cut myself, and do other harmful things to myself but not too often. What I really like is someone else causing me pain. My friend will often wrestle with me when I ask but hes busy alot and I don't see him enough. Sometimes reading about spanking will keep my craving of pain down but lately I have been wanting to get beat up. I have to often bite my lip to stop from purposely getting in to a fight with a known school bully just so i`ll get hurt. I normally am very nice and have never gotten in to a fight before. please help?