I feel your pain, Icky mah boi. Chronic insomnia runs in my family, and the doctors say mine stems from A.D.D.
I get to wake up each day to 80mg of extended-release Ritalin, which, chemically speaking, is essentially diet methamphetamine. That shit keeps kicking till late afternoon, dies down a bit, then starts up again around 5pm. During that time, my hands are shaking a la Michael J. Fox and I smoke like a goddamn house on fire. I'll often brew a whole pot of coffee and drink it all before I leave for school. Ritalin is also an appetite suppressant, so I have to force myself to eat sometimes. If I miss breakfast I don't get hungry until almost six.
I had insomnia before they started me on the pills, mind you, but now its just downright ridiculous. They gave me melatonin to help me sleep, but I think I've grown a tolerance to it. Tylenol PM, Benadryl, Nyquil... they don't even faze me. Its been more than three months since I've gone to bed before 1am.
I've tried everything from meditation to excessive drinking, and I'm sure you can guess which one was more effective there.
I fear nothing short of an injection of horse tranquilizer to my fucking
temple will get me to sleep now.
Sorry I can't offer you any good, safe remedies for the sleeplessness, amigo.
I can offer some bad, unhealthy ones, but in good conscience I won't
