nachomanhulk
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Against rude, arrogant, pigheaded and bigheaded people? Who are incompetent and don't tell me things straight but just offer me false hope? I need to complain more and stand up for my personalook to complain following through all the way? As I've let rude and contentious people get away with far too much!!! As I'm a Constant "STRONGWILLED" Soldier at War in Life and with the rest of the World just trying to get by at the tender age of 26, As It's JUST "ME" AGAINST The World!!! This doesn't mean I'm argumentative and troublesome but a nice quiet person who just keeps pushing forward who just looks to get on with EVRY1 = "BEST WAY" - Constantly confronting his fears!!! And I need to say what I want and want to do more in MY LIfe - to just spit it out!!! And I need to "SOMETIMES" speak back to people trying to intimidate "ME" by offering me out with a sense of dignity, integrity and Calm!!! People trying to tell me what to do and how to act like they have any right to try and estimate my worth, as I'm just as "GOOD" as EVRY1 ELSE!!!
I "NEED" To start telling PEOPLE what I Want and WANT To do in MY LIFE - FULLY endorsing and vocally backing up "MY DREAMS!!! I have to do this to Family, Friends and strangers - as i don't speak up enough and need to start!!!
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I'm Plain "SICK" and "Tired" of being equalled out, as i count just as much as everyone else!!!
I need to speak up and say exactly what I am thinking? As I have had friends in the past try to tell Me how to act or be - claiming I lack class when they themselves are no better and it Just doesn't seem right!!! And I need to start saying things more as well - just what I've got to say!!! as It's just "ME" Against This WORLD = Me By Myself, I'm the only one I can rely on well and truthfully at the end of the day like!!! As I need to let it rain on people and get My voice Heard!!! I'm not a bad person but a nice quiet polite guy, who just looks to get on with EVRY1 = "BEST WAY"!!! Who is just low key, real down low just keeping himself to himself - but some people just don't want that right there!!! As I'm sick of so - called selfish Friends ignoring me who are just caught up with looks, judging people on how good and bad they look - putting them down and stupid social sites who think they're better than me cos of what they've got and perfect when they're so obviously not - picking favourites = I'm not saying I hate them just don't feel as close to them - a truly self absorbed person to say the least!!! As in Life sometimes it seems that your Friends are not your Friends no more, as everybody's changing = that's for real!!! Friends treating me like an inconvenience, I hate fake friends, who's real, who's fake - you'll never know = as that saying your friends are only your friends when it suits them is true to some extent!!!
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I'm just saying that those closest to me who have known me for years shouldn't be acting like their the furthest from me - as it's not on and just isn't right at all!!!
I'm a somewhat confused, "DEFINITELY" "CONFLICTED" To some extent guy, as what am I supposed to do? Get by doing Dirt All By My Lonely as usual even at this tender age of 27? It may be all that I've ever known but it is not for people to comment on with snide remarks!!! As I don't want to have to do what others didn't have to do to get what I want and maybe need - and it's not right for people to have a pop at me for not doing anything in that area as of yet = as it's more than just a little bit more personal to me and what people like my brothers big idiot of a friend { who himself has now well and truly overstepped the mark} don't see or fully understand is that I've been hurt in that area to the point where I am "MENTALLY" and "EMOTIONALLY" "'SCARRED'" as being hurt has left an impression on my character as a whole, now I'm not saying I'm the only one who's been through anything as I know the grass is always greener from the other side of the fence - but Still!!! And anyway how could any of them possibly judge me unless they was me? I mean to say what I mean and mean what I say!!! To just tell the truth on things - as people are either with me for the long haul through my life or they can find another soul to badger!!! I'm not a bad guy - but seeing how none of them understand me and can never begin to and won't even ever try to how can they judge me, how? People are straight with me, so I gotta B straight with them!!! I'm sick of being that one stewing in the corner and need to get it off my chest!!!
As it's time for me to start being Frank with people and to just say Additional Details
Now I mean No Disrespect - just had to clear things up a little!!! I’m not gonna go on a murderous rampage or anything but need to just Blurt It and sometimes in Life we as people have to take a Stand so just like my Heroes {Nelson Manldela, Martin Luther King Jnr and Malcolm X} who Influence me on how to Live my Life I feel That It’s Well And Truly My Time = I wanna and gonna leave Their Heads Ringin!!!
Believe me when I say I'm not a bad lad but merely just a nice, polite guy - always have been - always will be!!!
I "NEED" To start telling PEOPLE what I Want and WANT To do in MY LIFE - FULLY endorsing and vocally backing up "MY DREAMS!!! I have to do this to Family, Friends and strangers - as i don't speak up enough and need to start!!!
Additional Details
I'm Plain "SICK" and "Tired" of being equalled out, as i count just as much as everyone else!!!
I need to speak up and say exactly what I am thinking? As I have had friends in the past try to tell Me how to act or be - claiming I lack class when they themselves are no better and it Just doesn't seem right!!! And I need to start saying things more as well - just what I've got to say!!! as It's just "ME" Against This WORLD = Me By Myself, I'm the only one I can rely on well and truthfully at the end of the day like!!! As I need to let it rain on people and get My voice Heard!!! I'm not a bad person but a nice quiet polite guy, who just looks to get on with EVRY1 = "BEST WAY"!!! Who is just low key, real down low just keeping himself to himself - but some people just don't want that right there!!! As I'm sick of so - called selfish Friends ignoring me who are just caught up with looks, judging people on how good and bad they look - putting them down and stupid social sites who think they're better than me cos of what they've got and perfect when they're so obviously not - picking favourites = I'm not saying I hate them just don't feel as close to them - a truly self absorbed person to say the least!!! As in Life sometimes it seems that your Friends are not your Friends no more, as everybody's changing = that's for real!!! Friends treating me like an inconvenience, I hate fake friends, who's real, who's fake - you'll never know = as that saying your friends are only your friends when it suits them is true to some extent!!!
Additional Details
I'm just saying that those closest to me who have known me for years shouldn't be acting like their the furthest from me - as it's not on and just isn't right at all!!!
I'm a somewhat confused, "DEFINITELY" "CONFLICTED" To some extent guy, as what am I supposed to do? Get by doing Dirt All By My Lonely as usual even at this tender age of 27? It may be all that I've ever known but it is not for people to comment on with snide remarks!!! As I don't want to have to do what others didn't have to do to get what I want and maybe need - and it's not right for people to have a pop at me for not doing anything in that area as of yet = as it's more than just a little bit more personal to me and what people like my brothers big idiot of a friend { who himself has now well and truly overstepped the mark} don't see or fully understand is that I've been hurt in that area to the point where I am "MENTALLY" and "EMOTIONALLY" "'SCARRED'" as being hurt has left an impression on my character as a whole, now I'm not saying I'm the only one who's been through anything as I know the grass is always greener from the other side of the fence - but Still!!! And anyway how could any of them possibly judge me unless they was me? I mean to say what I mean and mean what I say!!! To just tell the truth on things - as people are either with me for the long haul through my life or they can find another soul to badger!!! I'm not a bad guy - but seeing how none of them understand me and can never begin to and won't even ever try to how can they judge me, how? People are straight with me, so I gotta B straight with them!!! I'm sick of being that one stewing in the corner and need to get it off my chest!!!
As it's time for me to start being Frank with people and to just say Additional Details
Now I mean No Disrespect - just had to clear things up a little!!! I’m not gonna go on a murderous rampage or anything but need to just Blurt It and sometimes in Life we as people have to take a Stand so just like my Heroes {Nelson Manldela, Martin Luther King Jnr and Malcolm X} who Influence me on how to Live my Life I feel That It’s Well And Truly My Time = I wanna and gonna leave Their Heads Ringin!!!
Believe me when I say I'm not a bad lad but merely just a nice, polite guy - always have been - always will be!!!