In 2008, i was going through real tough time, all my friends left me and my mum and me were always fighting. One night mum and I had a huge fight, I was so over everything that I just wanted to give up. So I put on some music and swallowed approximately 24 painkillers. I was only 13 at the time so i thought it would surely be enough to kill me. As I drifted of to sleep my body began shaking and I was simply ready to "let go". I thought I was dying. But I woke up the next morning. I have been seeing a counsellor ever since but she doesnt know about this episode. I was wandering, was it a true suicide attempt? it felt like one but it wasnt because I didnt become unconscious or wasnt hospitalised. I sometimes still feel like doing it, what should I do? and was it a true suicide attempt?
Thank You