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Prologue:
The past school year was so hectic and stressful. I wasn't ready for another long winter stuck inside doing school work. But no one will listen to my complaints. I'm home schooled so everyone thinks I've got it easy. But, they're wrong. I don't let it get to me though. I have much better things to focus on. Like karate, my garden, and trying to keep my room clean. Karate is enough by itself, let alone everything else, and soon school. And just in case you were wondering, garden work just doesn't end when the snow start to fall. You have to plan next years garden, do chores so that you can pay for those flowers, take care of your indoor pots, and start next years seedlings. But, I love it.
Chapter 1 - Be More Aggressive
After a long day of shopping I was excited about karate. I couldn't wait to stretch out my tired arms and legs and do some fun combinations or crunches. But I soon found out that I would be fighting instead. Controlled fighting of course, just practice. But after jumping around on my feet all day, I was not in the mood to jump around more.
As I waited to see who I was going to fight I looked over at Matt. He was looking at me as usual. Matt is amazingly hot. But very shy. I could tell he wanted to talk to me, but he rarely does. I'm sure he likes me, I just can't get the nerve up to talk to him, let alone tell him how much I like him. Even if I did and he liked me back would I be aloud to have a boyfriend? I know my mom likes him, alot. Would she still think I was to young?
He glanced away noticing me looking at him. I did the same. Then I heard my teacher, Sensei Chetnic, call out that Matt was going to be my partner. I was very relived, there's a couple of guys who just hit too hard. Matt's very polite when we fight, always letting me hit him first and not blocking a kick. He's testing for his black belt. I'm only on the 4th belt, blue. He could block any kick of mine. He's an amazing fighter. Unlike me.
I smiled at him, he blushed and smiled back. Sensei told us to bow and then warned Matt about being careful not to hurt me, we laughed. I always seem to get a good kick in the gut whenever I fight, but I trusted him. After Sensei watched us fight he said that it looked like we were dancing. Me not being very good at fighting and Matt trying to not hurt me. I almost said 'I wish' but I stopped myself. That would be to embarrassing. He told me to really hit Matt, but I just couldn't do it. Sensei said Matt could take it, which he can, but I couldn't push myself to hit him any harder than I was. And we 'danced'.
I only got a couple words out of Matt,
1. You've got to be more aggressive when you fight.
2. See ya.
That was actually alot. Considering the usual silence that ate away at my heart. I hoped he felt the same way. It would serve him right for having that beautiful wavy brown hair, being the perfect 3 inches taller than me, and stealing my heart with his deep brown eyes.
That night I didn't sleep well, my legs ached from all the walking I did that day. I kept waking up thinking of him, maybe that was my problem.
So do you like it???
The past school year was so hectic and stressful. I wasn't ready for another long winter stuck inside doing school work. But no one will listen to my complaints. I'm home schooled so everyone thinks I've got it easy. But, they're wrong. I don't let it get to me though. I have much better things to focus on. Like karate, my garden, and trying to keep my room clean. Karate is enough by itself, let alone everything else, and soon school. And just in case you were wondering, garden work just doesn't end when the snow start to fall. You have to plan next years garden, do chores so that you can pay for those flowers, take care of your indoor pots, and start next years seedlings. But, I love it.
Chapter 1 - Be More Aggressive
After a long day of shopping I was excited about karate. I couldn't wait to stretch out my tired arms and legs and do some fun combinations or crunches. But I soon found out that I would be fighting instead. Controlled fighting of course, just practice. But after jumping around on my feet all day, I was not in the mood to jump around more.
As I waited to see who I was going to fight I looked over at Matt. He was looking at me as usual. Matt is amazingly hot. But very shy. I could tell he wanted to talk to me, but he rarely does. I'm sure he likes me, I just can't get the nerve up to talk to him, let alone tell him how much I like him. Even if I did and he liked me back would I be aloud to have a boyfriend? I know my mom likes him, alot. Would she still think I was to young?
He glanced away noticing me looking at him. I did the same. Then I heard my teacher, Sensei Chetnic, call out that Matt was going to be my partner. I was very relived, there's a couple of guys who just hit too hard. Matt's very polite when we fight, always letting me hit him first and not blocking a kick. He's testing for his black belt. I'm only on the 4th belt, blue. He could block any kick of mine. He's an amazing fighter. Unlike me.
I smiled at him, he blushed and smiled back. Sensei told us to bow and then warned Matt about being careful not to hurt me, we laughed. I always seem to get a good kick in the gut whenever I fight, but I trusted him. After Sensei watched us fight he said that it looked like we were dancing. Me not being very good at fighting and Matt trying to not hurt me. I almost said 'I wish' but I stopped myself. That would be to embarrassing. He told me to really hit Matt, but I just couldn't do it. Sensei said Matt could take it, which he can, but I couldn't push myself to hit him any harder than I was. And we 'danced'.
I only got a couple words out of Matt,
1. You've got to be more aggressive when you fight.
2. See ya.
That was actually alot. Considering the usual silence that ate away at my heart. I hoped he felt the same way. It would serve him right for having that beautiful wavy brown hair, being the perfect 3 inches taller than me, and stealing my heart with his deep brown eyes.
That night I didn't sleep well, my legs ached from all the walking I did that day. I kept waking up thinking of him, maybe that was my problem.
So do you like it???