I'm very disturbed.. what should i do. m i suffering from mental illness?

Fiza

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Dear friends,

I have never seen my parents happy since i was a child. My mother was very harsh since childhood and i had been physically abused by her many times. On the other hand, my dad had been doing the same things sometimes. though he is much better than mom but sometimes he had also ignored me on many occasions as i am a girl. I had 2 boyfriends before, with whom i was just a phone friend. I spent 5 years with the 1st one and then he broke up with me. The 2nd one was a cheat. Now i am with the 3rd one. And i have shared with him everything about my life and my mom's attitude. Initially he was very caring, but then he also changed and he has starting treating me very harshly. He gives me mental torture. He promised 2 marry me but now weneva i discuss with him about our future, he says harshly 'its my life, its my right to do anything. you should not interfere or tell me what to do"

Many nights had passed wen he had hung up my call in anger, and then i had been dialing his number since two hours and he had gone asleep leaving his cell phone aside. This really hurt me last night, and i cried alot. And i even felt deep pain near my heart. I dont have anyone to help me out or to listen to me.

thats why i am sharing with you friends.. Tell me what to do.. i have nobody!
 
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