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hekifier
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One of my best friends were involved with a very bad car wreck over four months ago. He was driving his way home from somewhere and some idiot on the road ran into him. He cracked some bones in his legs, and had to stay in the hospital for two weeks, and wasn't allowed to leave his house the entire summer.
Before this happened, I guess I was getting irritated with him for some other reasons. Was always hanging around another one of my friends, while I didn't give him much attention. My biggest complaint was he was calling me a "queer". And for that, I trash talked about him all the time. That was before this happened.
I really regret treating him this way. And I didn't even figure out about his wreck until a week or two after it happened. I still feel like something is missing, like there's something wrong. I beat myself up for not being there for him, and diffidently for being so mad at him. A month after it, I couldn't take it anymore and started crying at my other school buddy's house. But four months later, I figured I would be over this? Is there something I have to do or say to make everything okay again?
Before this happened, I guess I was getting irritated with him for some other reasons. Was always hanging around another one of my friends, while I didn't give him much attention. My biggest complaint was he was calling me a "queer". And for that, I trash talked about him all the time. That was before this happened.
I really regret treating him this way. And I didn't even figure out about his wreck until a week or two after it happened. I still feel like something is missing, like there's something wrong. I beat myself up for not being there for him, and diffidently for being so mad at him. A month after it, I couldn't take it anymore and started crying at my other school buddy's house. But four months later, I figured I would be over this? Is there something I have to do or say to make everything okay again?