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Renée
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I'm 20 years old. Diagnosed with obsessive compulsive disorder since the age of 7, body dysmorphic disorder at the age of 13, anorexia at the age of 14. Adult attention deficit disorder, depressed, can't differentiate between dream and reality at times. I aslo might be bipolar.
It has been 3 days since I last slept. I'm so tired, but no, I can't sleep. I've been crying almost everyday for the past 2 months. I rarely go out, my work demands me to stay indoors 99% of my life. Almost gotten raped once, and since then can't help but feeling dirty. My family members and I have been growing apart ever since something happened.
I love my online boyfriend so much, but is this love or obsession? I waited for him to finished eating for 40 minutes with the cam on today. And I was too dizzy that I decided to lay down inside my room, little did I know I would fall asleep for 3 minutes. After waking up, I rushed to the comp only to find he has gone offline to sleep. from the history list, it's shown that I woke up a few seconds after he went offline, but he did leave me a msg on where he was going and wished me a good night. But strangely, I cried and was about to scream in frustration. I ran in circle. I can't even sleep without him wishing me a good night. Can't sleep without talking to him for a day. For additional, some of my dreams really did happen the following day that sometimes keep me thinking that we do not exists. What's wrong with me? I'm such a creep.
Please help me, thanks.
It has been 3 days since I last slept. I'm so tired, but no, I can't sleep. I've been crying almost everyday for the past 2 months. I rarely go out, my work demands me to stay indoors 99% of my life. Almost gotten raped once, and since then can't help but feeling dirty. My family members and I have been growing apart ever since something happened.
I love my online boyfriend so much, but is this love or obsession? I waited for him to finished eating for 40 minutes with the cam on today. And I was too dizzy that I decided to lay down inside my room, little did I know I would fall asleep for 3 minutes. After waking up, I rushed to the comp only to find he has gone offline to sleep. from the history list, it's shown that I woke up a few seconds after he went offline, but he did leave me a msg on where he was going and wished me a good night. But strangely, I cried and was about to scream in frustration. I ran in circle. I can't even sleep without him wishing me a good night. Can't sleep without talking to him for a day. For additional, some of my dreams really did happen the following day that sometimes keep me thinking that we do not exists. What's wrong with me? I'm such a creep.
Please help me, thanks.