I'm so sick of shit

[Yelena K]

I just need to fucking vent right now. This may be kind of long and all over the place. But oh well.

I'm sick. I have a sinus infection and it's fucking killer. I go to the doctor today and she puts me on this shit that I have to be on for 10 days. 3 times a day. I fucking hate it. I asked to be put on this antibiotic which you only take for 5 days, once a day. But she told me no. Fucking bitch.

I also have a cyst that is wrapped around my tendon in my wrist. It fucking hurts and I have to get surgery to take it out. I'm fucking scared of being put under anesthesia or however the fuck you spell it. Then I will have to be out of work for around 6-12 weeks. I don't know how I'm going to be able to afford everything being away from work. But the cyst keeps growing and being a dog groomer I can't have a wrist that is fucking killing me 90% of the time I'm working.

My cat is also sick. I think it's one out of 4 cats I have. He's having diarrhea that is mucussy looking. It also has blood in it. I don't know how the fuck I'm going to be able to afford taking him to the vet right now. He's my favorite of all my cats. Fucking figures, right? And knowing me I'll put myself in debt so I can keep my cat healthy. Fuck, about 5 months ago he ate a ton of string and had to get surgery to get it all out. It was bunching up his intestines and he was throwing up bile everywhere. That surgery cost $1500 which I am still paying off.

Fuck, everything sucks right now.

At least on Wednesday I am getting a tattoo done(when I say I have no money..I'm fucking stupid). Anyway, I need something for me. I'm using my Christmas money and I want to use it on something nice for myself.

Then on Thursday I am flying down to see my boyfriend who I have not seen in almost 5 fucking months. He's paying for us to go to Disneyland since we haven't seen each other in so long. We need something nice to do together. Hopefully that will get my mind off shit.

I also moved into this shitty fucking place back in August. I was told there was no deposit on my pets. So the roommates I moved in with gave me this lease to sign. Apparently it was never given to the fucking landlord and all of a sudden there's a new lease and the rent is $5 more and I have to pay $250 deposit per pet. What the fuck? I told the landlord I have only one dog(I have two) and no other animals. I am royally fucked. The roommates who gave me the lease before recently moved out. Fuck them. Those fucking bastards.

Also, new people were supposed to move in. When they were about to move in they saw the room. First of all, I NEVER go in other peoples rooms, so I never saw the room after my roommates moved out. I'm very respectful of other peoples shit. Apparently there was shit all over that was left from my previous roommates, and a used condom on the floor. So now the new people aren't moving in and they're having to find someone else to move in. What kind of shitty thing is that to do to someone? Again, those fucking bastards.

I'm just sick, stressed, and tired. I now have to clean and get ready for my boyfriend right now. If he saw how the room looked now, he'd have a heart attack(OCD).

I'm tired of all this bullshit. Again, sorry for the long read.

 

[zotdirector]

Damn! I'm sorry to hear that. Sounds like you are going through a really rough spell right now. At least you are going to have some fun during all this. Disneyland and a tattoo. It's good that you are doing some things for yourself in the middle of all this mess.

Maybe give your cat half a macaroon in place of her food. try it in the morning and once at night. he'll detox a bit and the coconut in the macaroon with not only soothe his belly but also bind him up a bit and hopefully help him get rid of the diarrhea. The blood could very well be from straining. Diarrhea can do that to an asshole . It works wonders for my dogs! Just don't be surprised if he poops a macaroon in the morning. After a day of macaroons, he should be fed his normal meals but try smaller amounts at first then make your way up to full amount. By a smaller amount I mean just lower the amount by a little, nothing significant. He'll also think it's a tasty treat. If it doesn't work, then he needs to see the vet because it could be something else, but the macaroons can help a lot.

The apartment issue sounds complex, but I do hope it works out. People can really be rotten sometimes and that can only make your life more difficult.

You'll get through this. Just take it one step at a time. Talk to your vet if you find you need to go. They want your pets to feel better. As long as you are paying your way, they may be willing to just treat your cat and assume to add the same sort of payments to your tab.

That's a real bummer about your doctor not giving you the meds you want. If it's a virus, though, there really isn't anything you can do but wait it out. You can't treat a virus only bacteria. Try some over the counter stuff to relieve some of the symptoms. Some sinus decongestant over the counter stuff can help clear you up a bit. You can ask the pharmacist if they have any recommendations for your symptoms, but antibiotics cannot treat a virus.

Good luck with your trip and your cat. I hope your tattoo works out! Feel better!

 

[deeps]

Aw, thanks. That reply made me feel a little better. Having someone listen is always good.

I just changed the cat box, which means ALL the cats have to mark it. The one I thought who had the diarrhea had a normal poop. The other 3 only urinated. So I have to keep an eye on them.

When I find out who it is I will try the macaroon. The reason I thought it was Sargie is 'cause he always has some kind of health issue. When he was 3 months old I found out he has bladder crystals. So all the cats eat a urinary tract kind of food.

I just get stressed out super easy. I don't know why..But I can only handle so much at a time.