I've been seeing a girl for about 3 weeks, during this time we've broken up twice but now we're together again. She has a history of sexual abuse, but shes a very loving and caring person. The second time we broke up, she went and had sex with some random guy and we got together again, she told me she loved me yesterday, but she says she can't have sex with me. She says she need to sort out her depression first. This really hurts me, i know she's very good in the bedroom, she tells me about it, about when she was with her ex's and it really really hurts that she won't give me what she gave to some random, even though i love her like crazy, and what makes it worse is that i'm a virgin, and i'm personally very ready for sex...someone please help me. I'm really tearing my heart apart.
