I'm sick of the high school life..

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Lady GiGi

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Everyone seems to be "in the click" except me, all these community things I don't know about, and these parties I'm not invited to, and any kind of activitie I'm left out of pisses me off. Everyone in my school is just a big group of friends, excluding me. I fucking am sick of everyone knowing these retarded inside jokes and then there I am just going through the high school day.. I only have a couple best friends. Now you might be saying, "Get in the click, make new friends meet new people." But all of these people, are fucking retards. They are so immature its amazing and their lives depend on their reputation so much that if they lost their rep, then they'd totally flip out or something.. It's not like I'm looked at badly, well, maybe by ex's and their friends, but I'm just a neutral person, but I'm sick of it, I haven't been in a good relationship in a while and that also pisses me off. I have a rough plan of what I want to do with my life, but it's all based on my musical talent, and I'm just hoping thats good enough. Right now I just look at these people and think to myself, once high school is over, their not going to have much, sure they have all their friends now, but they will have to make new ones and move on.. I just wish I could have the experience of having a good time NOW.. I just wish I could go to a new school for like, just a fucking week or something, to start somewhere new that no one would know a thing about me, so they couldn't judge me.. That's why I've been pushing my dad to do this whole florida idea with him opening an office down there and me living with him.. I'm going to try and convince my parents to let me go to the school in the next town or something next year, just to get away from it all.. It really sucks here, its so pessimistic it's unbelievable.. EVERYONE puts you down.. People wonder why I like to be alone, well, it's because I hate where I live, I hate the people, and I hate everything about this whole community.. Cumberland Maine and Greely High School have to be the gayest places.. I just don't know how to cope with it.. I'm really wanting to go to a new school..
 
The threads title wasn't, "I'm sick of the real life".. My plan is TO BE a minimum wage asshole or close to it, I'm going to do show after show until I get recognized..
 
Another thing I forgot to say or worded wrongly in my original post is, that people hate me and they don't even know me.. One of my distant friends that I speak to every now and then has friends that think I'm a "tool".. I liked the same girl as some other people, which gave them motive to hate me, and now they do. Then they started getting to know me through him and they think I'm cool.. But thats only one or two people.. And most of my school if not the entire school thinks like that.. I fucking hate it..

Edit: Also this spirit week bullshit, dressing up like different things each day.. That spells R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D.
 
ooh, my school is just like that. I came here afew months ago and i thought it was gonna be real cool but everyone is such a moron, this girl in my drama class sed she only gets drunk twice a year at this folk thing, and the other poeple in my class were down at the bus stop like "omg can you BELIEVE that girl!! only getting drunk twice a year!" like slagging her off totally.
everyone cares so much about there appearance. One girl sed she saw this film called bring it on and i sed i really enjoyed it and she was like "oh, i didnt think YOU would like that film" WHY?!?! COS ITS A FUCKING HAPPY FILM? cos im just some stoner with red hair who is miserable and doesnt like to laugh!! YOU IDIOTS. because i have recently broke it off with my cheating asshole boyfrined and my friend has cancer all this stuff is happeneing and because im not spasticated going "EHHH LOOK AT ME" all the time like them they think im a loser???? and to top it off everyone is two years younger than me and whenever i say im 18 they all look at me like im totally different.

FUCK YOU COLLEGE
 
life sux, check this out, I DONT EVEN GET THAT HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE, lol, see i got kicked out of public school before i even got to highschool, im a senior now and im graduating this year from my bad ass school. so enjoy your highschool years, these are the best days of our lives... not!!!!
 
How about you lose some weight because you are probably a fat ass who can't get a friend. Friends dont come to you, you have to go out and make an effort to get involved. And don't think that your high school is the only one like that, they all are.
STOP complaining and get some initiative to do something... BITCH
 
Hey fuckface, do I look fat? Profile pic.. You don't know the kind of people at my school.. All they do is get drunk, and when their drunk, they keep drinking and it gets old.. Their either jocks, preps, or goths.. How about you not judge someone before you know them, douche.
 
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