Idontcarex
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I know I sound pathetic and weird, but this is how I've felt for years and I'm getting worse. I feel so lonely, my family are too wrapped up in their problems and don't really like me anyway to notice. I'm 16 now, I started self harming at 9 and still do it. Nobody really cares about me, not my friends or family. I make people up in my head sometimes to talk too, I sleep around and I drink loads. I tried to kill myself last year and since then put up this front that all I care about is sex and getting wasted, when I do that to block out my emotions. I hate what I've become and want to know what's wrong with me, what could be wrong with me?
I can't get pregnant....
I can't get pregnant....