I'm scared.
In 6 days its the 1 year anniversary of a guy i grew up with dying, and I'm scared.
I have no idea why.
I have been through this before but this is killing me. I can't stand it. I think it's because one minute he was alive that time the year before but the next minute he wasn't.
It's becoming more real and i hate it. Everytime i think about him I wanna spew.
He was 3 - 4 years older than me but, I knew him my whole life.
And the one person I could ever talk to about I cut off fully, and they moved.
FUCK!
In 6 days its the 1 year anniversary of a guy i grew up with dying, and I'm scared.
I have no idea why.
I have been through this before but this is killing me. I can't stand it. I think it's because one minute he was alive that time the year before but the next minute he wasn't.
It's becoming more real and i hate it. Everytime i think about him I wanna spew.
He was 3 - 4 years older than me but, I knew him my whole life.
And the one person I could ever talk to about I cut off fully, and they moved.
FUCK!