I thought I was long past my Questioning stage, around three years or so I decided what my sexuality was, but it seems in recent months its creeped up on me.
Am I Ace, Gray-A, Demisexual, or just a reclusive Heterosexual/Pansexual? I don't know anymore..
The thought of having sex disgusts me. The thought of making out with someone disgusts me. The thought of being romantic with someone seems like it can never apply to me. But I still have sexual thoughts, albeit not related to me. I'm a writer so it's my characters most of the time.. I get easily aroused, but I suppose that's just my hormones and a natural reaction (I hate the feeling too). Porn arouses me, as does erotic literature, but only when I'm aroused; after I instantly loose all interest.
The fact everyone seems to think I'm just a geek who can't get laid, I should try sex before saying I don't like it, I'm just too young, or I'm a 'hipster' who would have sex if someone wanted to have it with me doesn't help..
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I hate labels sometimes.
Am I Ace, Gray-A, Demisexual, or just a reclusive Heterosexual/Pansexual? I don't know anymore..
The thought of having sex disgusts me. The thought of making out with someone disgusts me. The thought of being romantic with someone seems like it can never apply to me. But I still have sexual thoughts, albeit not related to me. I'm a writer so it's my characters most of the time.. I get easily aroused, but I suppose that's just my hormones and a natural reaction (I hate the feeling too). Porn arouses me, as does erotic literature, but only when I'm aroused; after I instantly loose all interest.
The fact everyone seems to think I'm just a geek who can't get laid, I should try sex before saying I don't like it, I'm just too young, or I'm a 'hipster' who would have sex if someone wanted to have it with me doesn't help..
:|
I hate labels sometimes.