Battle Royale
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I believe in God and Jesus but I feel conflicted since I was mentally abused by an overbearing Christian Middle School. I can't tell what I believe or know versus what was just forced/scared into me. How do I reconcile w/ myself about who I am not who some fat lady at a school scared a gullible middle schooler into becoming? I suffered from depression in middle school and even when I moved into public school and it's based on this stuff. I just need to know if I believe in this or if my anxiety from middle school won't let me let go of my stupidity?