The question is, you don't care about what? Your relationship with your hubby or who is right or wrong in your arguments? It is normal to feel the lost of a parent as a new experience all over again, even a year later. I felt this newness for 4 years; however, I am not a moody person and take great strides 'always' to direct anger where it should be placed. Perhaps your lost of Dad has you angry with those who are closest to you. Perhaps you need to check yourself. Things get better as you learn to accept the fact that Dad is gone and hubby is not ever going to be like him or treat you as well as Dad did or what ever your hang up is. Learn to face the reality in your life and live it. Good luck.