I'm a lady in early thirties. It's been quite a while I haven't been in a long-term relationship even though I've been trying to find someone. Having been brought up in a conservative family I'm quite fearful of giving myself freely to men without knowing their intentions. I lost my virginity 5 years ago with my first boyfriend. I still believe in good men but prince charming is taking quite a while to get into my arms. At this moment I feel a lack of intimacy in my life but I'm quite reluctant to have something physical with someone who I don't love and doesn't love me back. I don't want to feel used.
However, as I said I lack those physical experiences, hugs and kisses and feeling passion and excitement in my cells, in my body. What should I do? Should I keep waiting for someone to have this deep connection with or should I try to have some fun as everyone else is doing it?
Thanks.
However, as I said I lack those physical experiences, hugs and kisses and feeling passion and excitement in my cells, in my body. What should I do? Should I keep waiting for someone to have this deep connection with or should I try to have some fun as everyone else is doing it?
Thanks.