well it all started like this week on monday or sunday when i dreamed the my grandma was coughing alot and she was on her couch and i was like getting ready to give her, her pills and then i remeber reading the calendar and the date was june 19 which is tommorw i ignored it and june 19 is the day for a field trip my school is having and then i went to go buy my ticket and they said sold out .. are these signs meaning that im not suppose to go?