first of all you aren't the first one to have a fucked life here's mine
1. my girlfriend moved over 800 miles away and we are still together
2. i got into a fight with one of my best friends and now he turned everyone against me
3. I got to a shitty ass school w/ nobody but a bunch of hicks and rednecks
4. I have no friends at school
5. my parents argue constantly and I have to play referee
6. I don't have a very positive outlook on life
7. I suffer from social anxiety disorder and depression
8. I have cried myself to sleep every night since my g/f moved
9. I hate where I live
10. my mom is obsessed with animals and we have a fucking million dogs, horses, cat, and a pig I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!!
bottom line you don't need to kill yourself I have had a death wish since I was about 8 and it doesn't help you get over it you need to find something that makes you side traked from you shitty life like riding a dirt bike or play a video game or read do something constructive becasue life isn't getting any easier for you if you just sit around and feel sorry for yourself
your only 14 shit man. just join a sports team become the #1 stud and your back on top again. the blunt idea is'nt a bad idea though. Yet in the end its a depressen, its only fun if your with friends takin hits off your homer simpson bong
alright...your going into high school or whatever the hell...new school 1500 people...thats 1500 you may not know...but they dont know you either...get the fuck out there with your 14 year old complaints and make some new god dam friends..and if i ever have to read one more retarted thread like this again im going to fucking eat some more GOD DAM MOTHER FUCKING VEAL..and i love veal...so if anyone could please start another retarted thread
GIrls are dumb at your age and can't make any kind of opinion for themselves. fuck 'em. you'll move and meet 2 girls for every girl that you lost- and they'll have bigger tits. (and if not... eh then maybe ur fucked)
no but really- this will be my 3rd year in a row starting at a new school where I knew absolutely no one. THe first couple of weeks suck but as long as you have someone to eat lunch with things aren't that bad. Just try to talk to people, you'll be fine. Plus ur little friends probably don't even know why they are mad at you and will forgive you when they think you have given them enough attention.