Brenda[d.a.t]
New member
I feel like I'm not giving my new 7 week old baby girl my all? I'm 18 years old and had a rough life and grew up fast. I've always used my life as an example of how I would give my daughter different. I feel horrible because my fiance and I fight, and when I blow things out of proportion I get torn. One time she was in my arms and we were fishing and I screamed so loud at him, I looked down and looked into her innocent eyes and.oh.my god...I can't explain the guilt, the unfairness that such a perfect selfless angelbhas to deal with it? I immediately started crying of guilt. I love her and want to provide my all, I want to raise her with the best morals. I know ok a good mom, I love her to death, but I've been so tired and feeling like I dont spend enough time with her, sometimes I feel like the best parts of the day are when she's sleeping. Any new moms out their experiencing this??? Cuddling with her right now, nothing more amazing in the world then your little one 
