Arin Evans
New member
On my profile it says im a male, but im a female. Not only because i didn't want my identity to be known, but because inside ive always felt that i've wanted to be a male. I think i would be describe as a soft butch. im very involved in sport and im not as Feminine as most girls, but at the same time i have my feminine side. i first noticed my feeling for females when i began feeling like i like my friends for more then just friends.About a year ago i had a group of friends that all enjoyed "experimenting" with other females. I found it a very enjoyable experience myself. i Enjoyed the feeling i got when i was with a girl. i also find women's body very attractive. i also feel like i can easily understand how my guy friends feel when there with a female they like. im not sure if im just denying the facts or am i not lesbian? there is the girl in many of my classes who i find very interesting and different, but i also find her attractive and beautiful. so time i find myself having a hard time focusing because i think about her. Like things i'd love to experience with her or even just a kiss or hug. when she talks to me i feel myself blush and get nervous with butterflies in my stomach. im not sure what im feeling and i'd very much appreciate it if someone could help me. thank you for reading this. i hope i can get some answers.