In 2008 I started going with my friends and labeling myself as bisexual... by August 2008 I'd decided I was a complete lesbian. I've been gay ever since, I love girls and have never liked being in relationships with men. Being with women makes me happy, and I have a totally adorable girlfriend at the moment.
Though lately I've realized I do really like some guys. I like everything about guys but.. what's down there. It's just disgusting, makes me cringe. I don't get it. It kind of turns me on when a guy has his shirt open, or when he's really handsome or, to be blunt, just completely hot. But the actual MAN part of a man makes me want to puke. I do love one of my guy friends, I've known him forever, he's pretty much my best friend. I love the HIMSELF part of him, but obviously there's a part of him I don't like.
:/ I'm really confused.. I like guys, but definitely do NOT like guys at the same time. Is it weird to just like guys from the waist up?
Though lately I've realized I do really like some guys. I like everything about guys but.. what's down there. It's just disgusting, makes me cringe. I don't get it. It kind of turns me on when a guy has his shirt open, or when he's really handsome or, to be blunt, just completely hot. But the actual MAN part of a man makes me want to puke. I do love one of my guy friends, I've known him forever, he's pretty much my best friend. I love the HIMSELF part of him, but obviously there's a part of him I don't like.
:/ I'm really confused.. I like guys, but definitely do NOT like guys at the same time. Is it weird to just like guys from the waist up?