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Muscle bound
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All my life as a little kid i always loved studying about animals. I had a moderate amount or friends say 19. Then as i grew up i started to limit myself and began to talk more often with adults. I talked with usually 24-34 year old (family members and relatives) about how my opinions differ from those my age. When i turned 12 i had 15 friends at school. All of which i talked too. they were great and usually could relate to at times. Even so like any kid i screwed around. then i went to Colombia (my homeland as most would say-_- based of of heritage). My 2nd cousins very close to me as well as my 1st we always used to screw around play find aw some things. I know time has passed but we can still spend it as a family. They are 17,19 im 14. I have went through alot in life so I really had topics to talk about especially economic issues. I loved the fact that i was singled out from other kids my age because hell i really was and still am today even from those who are considered special i was still beyond.(Bieng serious here no Ego involved.)
Now during my time there my eyes opened up a little more. Yes Colombians are called crackers and pot heads. But wow i didnt know you could be offered mariguna by strangers at age 14. Its like once your 14 you are officially an adult. During that time i liked a few girls and yea.. afterwards i decided to chill with my cousin and he mentions how he lost his virginity at age 14. I was dumbfounded because james,him,matt,kevin all lost it at around 13-14.
There was more shit i found out like how my cousin seriously did have 7 girlfriends and youd expect that shit to be a giant ass fucking lie from his ego. and for the fact one of them was 17 and slept with a 22 year old chick.
Even my puta teo who is a beer gut had a hot ass fucking girlfriend like dam!
So as a result i thought about the pressure i was bieng put into and about questioning if i should lose my virginity.
I decided no .
Went back home to my house at florida for 2 weeks and then moved to NY.
New York was where my child hood memmories were. School here is complicated yea i know you get along with people in all places but like the personalities. Hmm i can't fit into society that easily like i used two. Yea made a few friends but i still limited myself. At times i was opened and im called a complicated or mature person.
I don't know I'm a great student but i have a bad case of axiety. I'm friendly but serious. And recently moving to this new state is something big for me. I love being able to seperate my style and personality from others but its hard because i really can't relate to people that easily. Some people of my stature and expectations.
I'm a kid but i belive that success comes from strict discipline. I'v kind of lost that discipline with the lack of punishment in schools since the 6th grade. but still im very mature for my age.
I feel like i just want to be a tool to america. I only live to enchance the lives of those who wish for the best in advancment.
For equal Rights(we still have some problems facing america today about that),Supreme /humane judgement, And effciency.
I want to do so much. If anythng I'm a committed person and i will do what i say just like some of those family members that have reached there goals aswell as luxury.
I want to become a Consecutive/Excutive Officer. My position can be proven to benifit at least somewhat to our society. I wish I could become president. Highly unlikely but hell you never know. I have great claffications in school but feel the need to slack because i just dont get that kick i need from teachers to explode my mind with the highest potencial.
I exercise such as jogging/moderate/streches and occasionally workout if im lucky(mom thinks it will stunt my growth and i should wait until im 16)
My type of lifestyle is relaxed/serious/Giving/active.
I love short haircuts aswell as always bieng able to do something no matter what. I feel the need to be productive .
I'm thinking of joining the military when i grow up. Is there anyone out there that has the same feelings as i do? I want you to please share your opinions
Now during my time there my eyes opened up a little more. Yes Colombians are called crackers and pot heads. But wow i didnt know you could be offered mariguna by strangers at age 14. Its like once your 14 you are officially an adult. During that time i liked a few girls and yea.. afterwards i decided to chill with my cousin and he mentions how he lost his virginity at age 14. I was dumbfounded because james,him,matt,kevin all lost it at around 13-14.
There was more shit i found out like how my cousin seriously did have 7 girlfriends and youd expect that shit to be a giant ass fucking lie from his ego. and for the fact one of them was 17 and slept with a 22 year old chick.
Even my puta teo who is a beer gut had a hot ass fucking girlfriend like dam!
So as a result i thought about the pressure i was bieng put into and about questioning if i should lose my virginity.
I decided no .
Went back home to my house at florida for 2 weeks and then moved to NY.
New York was where my child hood memmories were. School here is complicated yea i know you get along with people in all places but like the personalities. Hmm i can't fit into society that easily like i used two. Yea made a few friends but i still limited myself. At times i was opened and im called a complicated or mature person.
I don't know I'm a great student but i have a bad case of axiety. I'm friendly but serious. And recently moving to this new state is something big for me. I love being able to seperate my style and personality from others but its hard because i really can't relate to people that easily. Some people of my stature and expectations.
I'm a kid but i belive that success comes from strict discipline. I'v kind of lost that discipline with the lack of punishment in schools since the 6th grade. but still im very mature for my age.
I feel like i just want to be a tool to america. I only live to enchance the lives of those who wish for the best in advancment.
For equal Rights(we still have some problems facing america today about that),Supreme /humane judgement, And effciency.
I want to do so much. If anythng I'm a committed person and i will do what i say just like some of those family members that have reached there goals aswell as luxury.
I want to become a Consecutive/Excutive Officer. My position can be proven to benifit at least somewhat to our society. I wish I could become president. Highly unlikely but hell you never know. I have great claffications in school but feel the need to slack because i just dont get that kick i need from teachers to explode my mind with the highest potencial.
I exercise such as jogging/moderate/streches and occasionally workout if im lucky(mom thinks it will stunt my growth and i should wait until im 16)
My type of lifestyle is relaxed/serious/Giving/active.
I love short haircuts aswell as always bieng able to do something no matter what. I feel the need to be productive .
I'm thinking of joining the military when i grow up. Is there anyone out there that has the same feelings as i do? I want you to please share your opinions