I'm a girl in my fourth year of college and still really lonely?

[Bianca]

I moved from a small town to a big city with my boyfriend three years ago. I spent the first three years just following him and his friends around, not really fitting in with any girls. I've always been really into partying, and I never enjoyed partying with my boyfriend and his stupid friends. In my home town, where I go often, I have tons and tons of really cool friends. I have lots of girl friends that i go out and party with every time i'm home. unfortunatly, whenever i'm back at school in the city, my friends won't call me to see how I'm doing all by myself. They're only interested in calling me if i'm in town and want to hang out. My boyfriend's friends just talk about the stupid girls they're fucking all the time and stupid guy stuff like that. it makes me feel like my boyfriend probably says stuff like that when i'm not around too! i'm just really lonely here all by myself and it make me wonder if i even want to be with my boyfriend anymore. He tells me to cheer up and he really doesn't show any sympathy for my situation. I want to leave him and experience being single (i haven't been single in 5 years) but i'm so alone in this city that i don't know what i'd do if i didn't have him to hang out with. i get lots of offers from other guys who want to go on dates or hang out with me...but i don't know where to begin without having a solid group of girlfriends that most girls my age have. I'm really at a loss and i don't know where to go from here...it's really depressing. I wish my boyfriend would either just grow up and be with me the way i need him, or i wish i had some really good girlfriends like the ones i have back home that could help me make the transition to being single. I really love my boyfriend, but i don't think he's worth all the pain he's put me through.