I'll never eat again? Breatharianism?

topazale

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Well, given you're already severally under weight...I doubt you would be able to survive more than a couple weeks without food. Probably not even that...you'll most likely be hospitalized way before that from complications. They can and will keep you against your will until you're stable and eating normally. When I was hospitalized for my eating disorder, there were some girls in there for months...and generally even after they left, they didn't go home but rather a residental setting. So...stop messing around and eat normally...or have all your rights taken away for a very long time.
 
I feel there could be a better form of nutrition out there, something that would take alot of discipline and dedication to acheive. I imagine that a human being would have to have to be practically unreal to live an entire lifetime without any form of sustenance. I doubt I'll ever acheive that. Or who knows, maybe I will. Everyone tells me I am very unusual: schizoid, asexual, "schizophrenic" (I don't hallucinate :confused:). I know how I feel when I eat. It feels horrible. It destroys my mind. I feel that there could be something far greater than conventional food waiting to be discovered for individuals who have the dedication/will/etc. My first 24 hour fasting experience tells me something. I don't know if I am ready though.

Imagine though, being able to live completely on light/prana/air/etc. Imagine the possibilities. For an individual such as myself who absolutely loathes eating food, its horrible having to feel like I need the drug. Yes, I say drug. I used to say that cooked food is a drug. I am now starting to feel that any food is a drug. I guess the only difference is that some drugs are far more dangerous than others. Any substance we deliberately put into our bodies is to my mind a drug, and I hope that one day I can be free of drugs.

Maybe water is an exception. Everything I post is merely an idea, so.
 
The reason why you feel so good is that your mind is failing. Your heart is beating faster because when you deny your body food it starts to live off of the nutrients stored in your muscles -- and one of the muscles is the heart

You must eat. You have a mental condition and need help. You can and will die.

When you look in a mirror you have a false sense of yourself. I truly hope some adult intercedes and gets you to a hospital soon. Your mind is fooling you and you are playing a very dangerous game.
 
Interesting.... So you are saying that the feeling of euphoria I experienced when fasting was merely the result of my body going into "starvation mode"? While I was fasting, everytime I got hungry, I would simply exercise. The more I exercised and supressed my hunger, the more alive I felt. I had something else, to my mind, something almost unreal. I was able to exercise without any kind of physical resistance. I'd never felt so alive.

I'm not saying you're wrong. Maybe I'm wrong. I know that people die of starvation, and that people have also died attempting to become a "breatharian". But, I like to hold out hope that there is a better way. Look at plants. They live off of what, sunlight and water, right? I know that humans are not plants, but plants are living things too, so, who knows really.

I don't want to die, but I realize that the more I eat, the more agony I feel, and I'm not only speaking of physical agony. Its actually something that I don't feel I can adequately describe.
 
Plants need more than sunlight and water. They also require nitrogen, potassium, potash, phosphorus, iron, zinc, calcium, sulfer, boron, copper, magnesium...

All forms of life must receive nutrients in order to survive.

We have different shaped teeth for different textures of food. We have 10,000 taste buds to make food pleasurable. The main function of the esophagus is to propel food into the stomach. We have a pretty amazing digestive system, if you think about it. Why? Because digestion is the process by which food and drink are broken down into their smallest parts so the body can use them to build and nourish cells and to provide energy.

Schizophrenia or another delusional disorder may need to be seriously considered before it's too late.
 
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