If you knew you were going to die.

I spent the 4 years of my life thinking I was going to die. That's not very good thoughts for a kid, let me tell you.

Maybe because of that, I can say I'll not do a damned thing differently than before. Oh, I may take a trip to the city or something, and I'll probably do stupid shit, but that will be because there will be no real consequences for me, not necessarily because I am dying.


I love to sleep. I can imagine staying up for several days and just crashing on my new bed. I'll just sleep like the dead for two days straight. It will be great. There's also a little karate shop around here I'd like to spar in. Not because I like karate; honestly, I hate bullshido. But it would be kind of nice to teach the dickweeds that are running the place that martial arts don't revolve around colored belts and patches. Maybe I'd get my ass kicked, but that would be okay, since I'll be dying anyway. :P

EDIT: Okay, maybe I'd like to buy a motorcycle and go cross-country, but I don't have the money so that's not really an option.
 
I'd tell all the people I care about. As Uber said, it's selfish not to. If you just suddenly die (and it would be suddenly for them) they'll be left with a lot of guilt and stress because there were probably things they wanted to say to you before you died or stuff they wanted to do with you. I know I'd be angry if someone I loved died from a longterm illness and didn't tell me about it. I'd feel hurt because they didn't feel they could trust me with the information.
As for what I'd do? Who knows. Probably nothing different. I don't fear dying or death, so I'd just live my life as I do now until I couldn't anymore.
 
Me, die? :tongue:

"I'm gonna live forever if the good die young!"


Seriously, though, I don't know. I think I'd tell my family and close friends, and mostly continue life as normally as possible. When it came close to the end, I'd do whatever possible to enjoy life. As for a will or anything...well, I've got fuck all, so I'd have nothing to do in that department.
 
I'd talk to two people outside of my family.

If I had time left after being with my family and everything I would go bungy jumping, rock climbing, and finish one of my songs. I always wanted to bungy jump and I used to absolutely loved rock climbing. After that I'd go to my real home, find my secret place, and relax until my time came.
 
I'd try to kill as many people as possible. If it reached the thousands I'd be so happy!!! I'd all rob some stores, rape some woman, do awful things.
 
Right now? Hm...I'd take like a week to say goodbye to people at school, then cut that for the rest of my life. I'd get an iPod/MP3/music device and just keep music with me as often as I can, while i just hit the road & travel around. I'd do shit i've always wanted to...SCA tournament, skydiving, drag race =P...I'd go to alot of religious sites, those are always good, and a bit of insurance for wherever i might end up =)
 
I would tellmy husband and my family right away....they wouldn't like it if I didn't.Then,I would cash in my portfolio and go to Asia.I have always wanted to go to Japan and China....and if there was any money left over,I would spend a week at Disney World with my entire family.I know that sounds kind of lame....but if I only had a few monthes left,I would want my family to remember my last days as fun ones.
 
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