a girl and guy start hanging out and at first she is all for it, but then suddenly started to kind of pull away and you end up getting in a fight over religious beliefs one night, which is a major thing to you in your life. i was drunk during this argument and you are sober. you are offended but give me a chance to explain. i tell you that i have consistently done this type of behavior in my previous relationships. i tell you my mind tries to self-sabotage all of her relationships, even when i really want the person. it's not that i'm not READY for a relationship, but that something is blocking it and i suspect that it's fear of commitment or fear that i'm going to lose the one i love, so my mind blocks people from getting pretty close, even though i want you. i tells you that you are the perfect man and i respect everything about you and apologize. i tell you i absolutely respect what you stand for and hope for a second chance when i figure all of this out, so i can treat you how i wish i could and want to. i am going to do some soul-searching to decide where this all stems from, but it's ultimately a defense system. i wrote a big long apology letter explaining all of this and said i was going to try to figure all of it out and asked for a second chance.
would you give me a second chance?
if we were on a "break" would you want me to leave you totally alone?
would you give me a second chance?
if we were on a "break" would you want me to leave you totally alone?