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New member
...again..kay? You who are like me, will understand-
Bringing in its wake
…the tease of
Unbearable
Suffering
We face….
each other
…hearts clogged
With moods
Distorted- figures…
Of red reality we chose
Not
To
See.
Our lost years
…can not be found
In the metaphoric ocean of
Sorrow.
Our self mutilation
….can not be put right
Even after the pain disappears.
And our freedom to control…
….to control OURSELVES
Imposed by side-effected
Medication..
Brutally injected….
…By force-fully
In-ject-ed…. In to our
BRAINS…
It loses meaning…
When the only alternatives
….sway in the river of death
Or make us leap the bridge of
Insanity.
Yet been…
…this eye blinding sun..
Of emotion..
It skews my path
It makes me
…smile
That the clinical care I
Refuse…
….gave me freedom from
Birthing this child of mentality.
To live or die… she said
I can chose.
Before we slice our necks and
Bleed
Our
Beast
AWAY…
….we must first make it
Beautiful…
Bringing in its wake
…the tease of
Unbearable
Suffering
We face….
each other
…hearts clogged
With moods
Distorted- figures…
Of red reality we chose
Not
To
See.
Our lost years
…can not be found
In the metaphoric ocean of
Sorrow.
Our self mutilation
….can not be put right
Even after the pain disappears.
And our freedom to control…
….to control OURSELVES
Imposed by side-effected
Medication..
Brutally injected….
…By force-fully
In-ject-ed…. In to our
BRAINS…
It loses meaning…
When the only alternatives
….sway in the river of death
Or make us leap the bridge of
Insanity.
Yet been…
…this eye blinding sun..
Of emotion..
It skews my path
It makes me
…smile
That the clinical care I
Refuse…
….gave me freedom from
Birthing this child of mentality.
To live or die… she said
I can chose.
Before we slice our necks and
Bleed
Our
Beast
AWAY…
….we must first make it
Beautiful…