I Wish I Could Take a Giant Crap on Life's Face

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thunderdragon191

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Well, here we go. I'll rant. You'll listen. It'll be jolly!

I haven't been on wtf a lot, lately. I haven't been on a computer much at all, really... which makes me feel sad on my insides. But, I've moved back to my hometown and things are slow right now. And they kinda blow.

For one, I haven't found an apartment yet, and I need to. For two, the owner of one place I work at (Popeye's Chicken - UCK) makes me feel so entirely uncomfortable. It's the managers, too. I wanted to see if I could bring suit against them or something, but I haven't had the time to yet. I think I'm just going to put in my two weeks today, and fuck it.

I have another job at McDonald's, and they'll be willing to give me 40 hours.

I'm working 44 1/2 hours this week x.x

I think I'm going to die.

My boyfriend has been very clingy and upset, and in all honesty, it bugs me. I know he's sad and whatnot... but it hasn't been that long since he's seen me. Every time he talks to me it's like he's writing a love letter. It makes me mad sometimes. It pushes me further away from him, I guess.

School is okay. AP Lit/Comp isn't going too well. I just told my friend (my ex, really) I was going to quit Popeye's and he's pissed.

I'm 17 and I feel 30 :(

STFU, life. Just STFU.

/rant
 
;828024']5 minutes away from a person you really love is five minutes too long.

Not saying that you shouldn't have your own time, but hey- he misses you.
 
He misses me, sure. I can deal with that. But he tells me EVERYTHING he loves about me ALL the time and I'm so wonderful and all of that-- and that's all we talk about.

:|
 
So he only wants to talk about how wonderful you are and you are upset?

But I knows how you feel with the work shit. I was working roughly 45 hours during the summer. But stopped pulling that many hours when I started senior year.
 
Well, yeah. I want to connect with him on an emotional level, but I don't want to be unrealistic about it. Everything is very wishy washy, you have to understand. I dunno. Maybe it's just me, but I hate being called perfect all the time by someone. Hearing "I love your hair, and the way you smell" and stuff like that when you've just gotten off work and want to talk about how much of a pervert your manager is, it's not really relieving. He doesn't talk to me when he does these things, he talks at me and wants to make himself feel better. It bugs me.

But, anyway, yeah. I get out of school early, at 12:30, so it's a lot more manageable. I only have 3 real classes and a study hall. It's nice. I just get burnt out sometimes. :[

bdflgjdfg

time to go to work!
 
;828037']Then say, "honey- I know you love me... but save some of this for when I DON'T want to fuck your brains out. This is killing me."

Yeah. You like that? I bet you do.
 
Don't you mean when she DOES feel like fucking his brains out? I mean if I was the one being perverted on, I'd feel like doing nothing but venting after I got off of work... not boning like crazy... and sure as hell not being told I'm purdy, or that I smell nice. I mean hell, my creepy boss just got done telling me that for eight and a half hours!!!

Seriously though Meep, I think that this is something that you need to be real blunt with your man about. I did have that problem myself for a little bit one time. The woman I was with was having all these issues, and it made me feel insecure about our relationship (which is what I'm sure your man is feeling), so I would compliment the shit out of her to soothe my ego about our relationship, not realizing that at the same time I was actually damaging it. By trying to soothe her into not losing her, I was actually achieving the very thing I didn't want without knowing it.

So one day she just sat me down and told me exactly how she felt about things, and about my complimenting her all the time and what it was doing to her. I was a bit insulted and pissed at the time yes (don't get worried if he gets pissed though), but also I saw where I had errored... and after cooling off for a bit, I was able to apologize to her. After that, our relationship went a lot more smoothly.

P.S: And on a separate note... yes you can follow suit after a sexually harassing boss. Simply get the number in your area for the Better Business Bureau. They'll help you along where you need to go.
 
Yea I can understand the whole clingy boyfirend girlfriend thing. that gets REALLY annoying after a while (I broke up with an old girlfriend cause she was like that) All i can say is stick through it.

A good quote that I heard (that really is unrealistic) is Theres always good at the end. If it isn't good, it isn't the end.

And if you take a crap on someones face, is it still a hot carl, or does it have another name?
 
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