Well, that is certainly good but believe it or not a big reason why they would do that is for fear that they will be estranged if they talked to you. It would just be awkward for them to tall to you for fear that they might say something that they normally would around other people but that could offend you. I think if you tried some exercise, or maybe eating healthier, you could see improvements in the way you smelled, looked, and felt. I am not insulting you in any way just to be clear. If you have a serious disease or if it's a real problem, talk to your doctor about some possible solutions. You don't have to live this way my friend, there is help out there. Also, don't think that you are not loved or that you don't have friends. There are people that pray for you and care about you. Every devout christian loves you and cares about you. Don't lose hope!