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x3_AZIEL
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Ok. Let's get this straight before-hand. I'm female, 13 y/old, yes the characters are based on real people 
Thank you for helping me out.
[c] 2009 x3_AZIEL
Epilogue
My one love, my whole life, I remember telling him that without him my meaning in existence would vanish. I remember the way his eyes turned into soft melting pools of golden, honey brown, yet his mouth twitched uncomfortably. Remembering bought more pain than I thought, I closed my eyes and struggled to set my features straight, unfathomable, even if no-one was watching. I could feel the cool breeze lightly touch and pass my lips, it reminded me of him. Naturally, this feeling alarmed me. I shot my eyes open, slowly analyzing my surrounding, I sighed. I knew exactly where I was and what I was doing here. It had been more than one year, one unbearable acidic sickness running through my veins, never stopping. He never came back. My words once again echoed in my head. “Without you the meaning of my existence would vanish.” As soon as I saw those deep eyes in my memory again, I did what needed to be done, letting the breeze carry me to my end.
“Goodbye.” I whispered to myself, to the world, through blinding tears.
I jumped off the oceans cliff. Darkness swallowed me whole.
Chapter 1
Who I am
The darkness that had once overcome me was being replaced, with color. I internally frowned, I was dead. I was sure of it. I couldn’t feel my body, but a small aching flame surrounding the area where my un-beating heart was. All the suppressed feelings burst out at that very moment. His eyes, the trust, his lips, the impulse, his arms, the security, him, our love. I remembered the events that had come to lead me to my death so clearly as if I was there again and it was happening again.
“Goodbye” the words he had spoken through unmoving lips. A new wave of pain and hopelessness crashed down on me from behind. I felt as though I physically fell, as well as my un-beating heart. Sturdy arms caught me, I froze. I heard a slight huff of breath, it had been my own. My mind was running in different directions, not sure how to make sense of this.
“Is she conscious?” a deep, musical voice asked, edged with curiosity and anxiety.
“Only mentally,” another male voice murmured, he sounded older. “I’ll have to treat her for 8 more hours till she comes too physically”
I heart feet padding from one side of me to the over. Suddenly I felt my right arm. I mentally winced, but this pain was then when he left. I was careful not to use his name.
The pain in my right arm extended creeping slowly up towards the rest of my body. I internally writhed madly in pain, my screams contained. Eight long hours continued, occasionally a part of my body would twitch. Every time this occurred the same boy from before sighed in relief, after a while I realized it was the only thing assuring him that the treatment was working. Tormenting silence was broken by the eight chimes of the clock, for a moment I wondered calmly what was going to happen but my train of thought was lost as I felt it. The flames engulfing my heart, once again, my scream wrangled its way forcefully out of my dry throat. I was oblivious to the panicked voice of the boy and the murmuring voice of the man calming him down, reassuring him. My whole body writhed out of my control. It went on for one minute, but to me it felt like years. It stopped. My whole body calmed and my steady heartbeat made me curious to open my eyes. As my eyes adjusted I was shocked to see a few inches from my face the boy, smiling widely in triumph.
“Amaze me with your words” he whispered, edging with curiosity that was flaming in his deep blue eyes. They were smothering. As I got a better look I could feel my face moving, my small pink stained lips formed a perfect “O” as my eyes widened. He was beautiful. His windswept, tousled blond hair lay perfectly out of his face revealing smooth, light skin. The planes of his face were set out perfectly, but what really made me gasp were his eyes. Boring into mine they melted into pools of topaz. He looked at me understandingly, what had happened was a lot to take in.
“I-I was..” I trailed off I could feel the anguish pass on my cold, numb face. I glared at him calming down at the sight of his eyes. Something flickered across his own face in response, but he snapped out of it too quickly for me to determine what it was.
“I, uh, saved you before you drowned” he looked away from me. I was about to ask him a question but I got interrupted by the older man. He slightly resembled the boy, his face was perfect too, it was the rest that was different, his brown hair was even and short, his hard grey eyes settled on me.
“No need to lie Eric” he was still analyzing me but then he turned to Eric “She wouldn’t tell, just pick your words wisely” his eyes narrowed slightly.
“Yes Jared” Eric murmured looking back at me.
My heartbeat fastened. I’m glad he couldn’t hear. I was startled as he chuckled.
Thank you for helping me out.
[c] 2009 x3_AZIEL
Epilogue
My one love, my whole life, I remember telling him that without him my meaning in existence would vanish. I remember the way his eyes turned into soft melting pools of golden, honey brown, yet his mouth twitched uncomfortably. Remembering bought more pain than I thought, I closed my eyes and struggled to set my features straight, unfathomable, even if no-one was watching. I could feel the cool breeze lightly touch and pass my lips, it reminded me of him. Naturally, this feeling alarmed me. I shot my eyes open, slowly analyzing my surrounding, I sighed. I knew exactly where I was and what I was doing here. It had been more than one year, one unbearable acidic sickness running through my veins, never stopping. He never came back. My words once again echoed in my head. “Without you the meaning of my existence would vanish.” As soon as I saw those deep eyes in my memory again, I did what needed to be done, letting the breeze carry me to my end.
“Goodbye.” I whispered to myself, to the world, through blinding tears.
I jumped off the oceans cliff. Darkness swallowed me whole.
Chapter 1
Who I am
The darkness that had once overcome me was being replaced, with color. I internally frowned, I was dead. I was sure of it. I couldn’t feel my body, but a small aching flame surrounding the area where my un-beating heart was. All the suppressed feelings burst out at that very moment. His eyes, the trust, his lips, the impulse, his arms, the security, him, our love. I remembered the events that had come to lead me to my death so clearly as if I was there again and it was happening again.
“Goodbye” the words he had spoken through unmoving lips. A new wave of pain and hopelessness crashed down on me from behind. I felt as though I physically fell, as well as my un-beating heart. Sturdy arms caught me, I froze. I heard a slight huff of breath, it had been my own. My mind was running in different directions, not sure how to make sense of this.
“Is she conscious?” a deep, musical voice asked, edged with curiosity and anxiety.
“Only mentally,” another male voice murmured, he sounded older. “I’ll have to treat her for 8 more hours till she comes too physically”
I heart feet padding from one side of me to the over. Suddenly I felt my right arm. I mentally winced, but this pain was then when he left. I was careful not to use his name.
The pain in my right arm extended creeping slowly up towards the rest of my body. I internally writhed madly in pain, my screams contained. Eight long hours continued, occasionally a part of my body would twitch. Every time this occurred the same boy from before sighed in relief, after a while I realized it was the only thing assuring him that the treatment was working. Tormenting silence was broken by the eight chimes of the clock, for a moment I wondered calmly what was going to happen but my train of thought was lost as I felt it. The flames engulfing my heart, once again, my scream wrangled its way forcefully out of my dry throat. I was oblivious to the panicked voice of the boy and the murmuring voice of the man calming him down, reassuring him. My whole body writhed out of my control. It went on for one minute, but to me it felt like years. It stopped. My whole body calmed and my steady heartbeat made me curious to open my eyes. As my eyes adjusted I was shocked to see a few inches from my face the boy, smiling widely in triumph.
“Amaze me with your words” he whispered, edging with curiosity that was flaming in his deep blue eyes. They were smothering. As I got a better look I could feel my face moving, my small pink stained lips formed a perfect “O” as my eyes widened. He was beautiful. His windswept, tousled blond hair lay perfectly out of his face revealing smooth, light skin. The planes of his face were set out perfectly, but what really made me gasp were his eyes. Boring into mine they melted into pools of topaz. He looked at me understandingly, what had happened was a lot to take in.
“I-I was..” I trailed off I could feel the anguish pass on my cold, numb face. I glared at him calming down at the sight of his eyes. Something flickered across his own face in response, but he snapped out of it too quickly for me to determine what it was.
“I, uh, saved you before you drowned” he looked away from me. I was about to ask him a question but I got interrupted by the older man. He slightly resembled the boy, his face was perfect too, it was the rest that was different, his brown hair was even and short, his hard grey eyes settled on me.
“No need to lie Eric” he was still analyzing me but then he turned to Eric “She wouldn’t tell, just pick your words wisely” his eyes narrowed slightly.
“Yes Jared” Eric murmured looking back at me.
My heartbeat fastened. I’m glad he couldn’t hear. I was startled as he chuckled.