I just want to talk , i feel depressed , i thought that this guy likes me and i don't know if he does anymore , i don't even know if he was ! he sounded so ... and i felt like he did , but now i just feel stupid and i feel like this whole thing is fake ,i'm having a crush on him now , because those two weeks were amazing and i never even thought that i could feel like that , and now i want to turn back time , i kinda feel like he wasn't feeling anything in the first place , and that's why he stopped talking to me . i just want to forget those two weeks but i cant ! and now i just want to be free , i wish this whole thing never happened . how can i enjoy my days ? and just forget everything ? 
