I lost my virginity to this guy and he basically took advantage of that. Whenever he came over, we ended up having sex and even though it was amazing, I felt myself giving him not just my body but also my heart. It was like he had this power over me and I couldn't say no. I finally got out because I didn't know what else to do. Now a year later, he contacted me again and asked to be friends but I have a feeling he wants to have sex again. I've dated a few guys since him but didnt sleep with any of them, so I havent had sex in over a year and I'm extremelly horny lol I want to have sex with him again but I know that will ruin everything because I will end up getting too attached again and he will be unable to return my feelings. I masturbate like every day thinking of him but how long can that go on? And its not like I want to do it with any guy, I want HIM!! Please help! What should I do?