I want to drive my bike despite being operated in my spine(scoliosis). please...

[Don]

...suggest me.? Hi.. I'm 26/m here from India. I'm a physically challenged guy. I'm unmarried. Couple of years ago, I undergone a surgery in my back(spine - scoliosis). My spine problems had been operated and corrected with implants. I still have 4 to 5 implants(long metals - screwed with bones) in my back. Before the surgery i used to drive my bike(attached with extra wheels for support as im a phy. challenged person). Now i have completed the rest period and recovered well from the surgery. Now i want to drive my bike again. I cant afford to pay money for taxis wherever i go and i feel depressed as i cant go wherever i want without driving my bike. Normally, in India we have heavy traffic in the roads. The Doctor told me that its risky and its upto me to decide whether i have to drive or not. If i meet with any accidents and injure my spine, i may be in serious trouble(as im operated in the back and there are implants in my back). Now i'm working in a bpo concern(at present im going to my office through the cab provided by office). But, i cant stay in home without going out by driving on my own. I feel alone and depressed. I'm in a dilemma whether to live my life fully and happily by taking the risk of driving again or not to drive anymore. (If i dont drive, i feel that i will miss going to my favourite places, many of my enjoyments and success. But, incase if i injure myself while driving, it would be a serious problem - i may need to be operated again or have to be in bed for another 2 years or so.) I'm ready to take this risk and even i'm ready to die but incase if i injure my back and alive, i cant feel the mental and physical pain of being in the bed for years. I'm in dilemma to take a right decision. Please help me by giving your valuable suggestions. Thank you very much.