Let me see if I understand:
You want to buy or borrow books, but not online.
The books you want, you seem to only find available by purchasing them online.
You can't get books in electronic formats from a brick and mortar store, so you are contradicting yourself when you say that you don't want to buy books online.
Rephrase, because honestly, what you are saying makes no sense. The first sentence contradicts your last statement.
If you don't want to buy books online, then you don't want ebooks. You can only get those online.
