I wanna puke

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justice4jcc

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Yeah I know it's getting old. You guys have been hearing about this since I got on this site.

Need to say it again

Everytime I hear my ex is in a relationship I WANNA PUKE!

Not from anger, not from jealousy, just from sadness. I physically get ill.

I'm gonna go puke now.
 
I think it's cos of her ex, Vic.

Well, BCB, I have been there, and I know what that feeling is like, but then I realised I couldn't do anything about it, unfortunately, they're living their own lives now, and you're not apart of it.

All I have to say, is you obviously still need time, and try not to dwell on it too much, even though it hurts.
 
I didn't want to post first because I wasn't sure what to say.
I'm guessing it was quite something, but it's been said to me so I'll say it to you...there are plenty of more fish in the sea. I'm trying to make a joke. It's very frustrating I know. But your a strong woman and you shouldn't let things like this make you feel ill.

:hug2: (i don't give those out too often)
 
i get the same reaction from other things, BCB. i'm sorry you're not going well :( i wish i could help.

could give yourself a big furry hug for me.


p.s. ircle!
 
Awe base & tostig. Thanks for the hugz.

Vic: ircle (/me giggles)

Mehmeh, thank you!

The issue is, she's living her own life but still indirectly a part of mine. It's soooo hard. She's moved on I know. But I'm constantly reminded of her. We're both musicians, we know the same people and even if I don't hang out with those people, I always meet someone who knows her. I can't get away from it.

There are specifics but I don't want to post them here.

I have to work through it but it's really hard.

I lost my band and my girlfriend, two of the most important things in my life, at around the same time. That left such a hole. Last year was murder but I got through it. I wrote a lot.

I'm just sick of being in my head.

It's all making me physically ill.

P.S. ircle.
 
Well, I see why that is hard, BCB, and that must be very difficult for you.

But, if you think about it, if all of that hasn't killed you yet, you can get past the last LONG line of it.

Just as base said, you're very strong, and even though you are, you still have feelings, I understand that, you can't be strong all the time, but unfortunately, at the moment, the only way to get through this is to be strong.

If you need to talk more, or something, you know you always have someone to talk to.

EDIT: I was thinking the same thing, BASE, but maybe that would be such a load on her she didn't need right now, not that she needs people around her that constantly reminds her of how she feels, but If I think back right, she recently moved anyways.
 
Thanks Meh.

Base, I thought about moving but honestly it's the same shit everywhere you go. Besides, my family lives in NY. I don't want to be too far from them. We only have so many more years together you know?

Good memory Meh, I moved last year a bunch of times.
 
"whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger" fuck that, this kind of shit hurts like hell. i still get nauseous thinking about my ex and her husband and it's been 10 years. but as time goes by i find i think about it less and less. now it's only when i have to call my daughter or make arrangements for her visits. i wish i knew how to help you, BCB. i feel so useless. we all kinda gotta find our own way through this kind of stuff, it's different for everyone.

But, you have a lot of friends who love you here (at least from what i can see). make use of us, lean on us when you need to.
 
Aww, Dammit. I didn't see this. :sad:

I can't really add on to anything here. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time with it. You deserve to be treated like gold and some day I'm sure you will be. Hang in there hun.

(damn pop-up blocker I can't seem to turn off... grrr!)

/me hugs BCB. :happysad:
 
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