I think i should started to worry a bit

SO whats so bad about your life? Are you being abused? Are you rparents drug dealers who whore you out to thier friends? Are you so poor that you can not find food to eat? Are you homeless, disabled, or mutilated? Or are you just going through some teen angst.

Why dont you talk to y9ur school counselor? They have to keep it confidential, and it would be a good idea for you to get profeesionl help.
 
Get the fuck out of your house and do something. When you sitting at your pc waiting for someone to post something interesting on a forum site, you are going to be thinking about how depressing your life can get. If you just got back from throwing rocks at your friend cause he just knew he could dodge them W/O falling off the sidwalk, your not going to remember your problems.

Best advice I can give.
 
The only thng you need to know in life is this:

You are the only person that controls your behaviour.

Blaming it on your family will solve nothing, it just makes you look like a pussy.
 
This is really pathetic. I am sorry but it is. Everyone is stressed at times. Fuck off if you think that you are alone. Talking about killing yourself? That is a cowards way out. Tough out the hard times and enjoy the good. How can you break through to any good if you don't put up with the bad?

Jesus, man. Not everybody on this site is depressed. I live a very good life and I know it. I fight with my parents and shit, but it seems like you are putting a very big effort into convincing yourself that you are soooo depressed. You even went so far as to research counseling methods so you could recognize and discount them.

Grow up.
 
Blaming your family because someone put a speed bump on your road to paradise?

Sure, your family can be annoying, but you owe them your life. And if there's a mutual hatred, it's not like you're trying to be nice and they're ignoring that and continuing to be assholes. Try to improve your relationship with them before you go off complaining about and blaming your family.
 
Get a part time job or a hobby, something constructive. If you keep having homicidal urges or self-destructive urges GET HELP.

The worst thing you can do is to let something like this run its course. Depression (not trying to diagnose you. take no offence) is not an easy thing to overcome. There is no shame in trying to get help.

That
 
Killing is an lame get-away even if it isn't you, if your parents are treating you wrong, then you should consider contacting higher authorites about it.

Where I live we have alot of numbers if people actually are in help, i'm pretty posetive there are such things there you live, give it a try.

If it doesn't work and your parents are giving you any harm, if you can't deal with it now, go to the gym, in 4 years you will be able to give it right back at them. (ignore the last sentence, i've just watched too many movies)
 
Oh, boo hoo, my family doesn't understand me, no body likes me think I'll eat some worms.

If you really are depressed. Go to your regular family doctor. Forget shrinks, get the good meds. They really work.

If you aren't depressed, then to be happy there is a secret. Are you ready? To be happy, you just have to do it. That's right, smile, find something every day that makes you happy. Reading, music, sunset, sunrise, The Daily Show. Whatever. I figured out that to be happy all you have to do is be satisfied with what you have and who you are.

I am 50ish. I have never stopped learning and I have never met a stranger (ok, some are stranger than others, but not a stranger to me). I have many interests, but I really like learning something new every day. Doesn't matter what it is. I love reading and movies. I get great joy from my babies, Xena & Idjot, my dog and cat.

Happiness isn't about how much money is in your pocket, or what you have. It's a state of mind. I like who I am and there isn't a thing I need. I'm not rich, and I actually have some medical problems. But I don't let them get me down. They aren't anything that I can't overcome or that can't be fixed.

Oh, and your family. I hated mine at your age too. Now, my Father is dead and I miss him very much. My Mom is one of my best friends, she is in her 80's. My brother is still a dick, but I wouldn't trade him for another. He is a great source of amusement to the entire family.

So, if you are depressed, skip the shrink and go for the family doctor and the good meds. If not, stop whining about how you have wasted so much of your life. You have barely started.

Relax and enjoy being young, it doesn't last nearly long enough.
 
I have to give the same advice above, and let me add. If it's so horrible, run away. Try living it out in the cold hateful world on your own, if you need perspective. Join a circus if you must, but killing and suicide sound better than they turn out.
 
What does their hatred have anything to do with you..? Your anguish should not be caused because someone mistreats you. You should not harm yourself to releave. You are weak if you rely on things like that.

You are weak if you can't suck up the shittiness of life, that everyone has.
 
Jamaxus,

Opening up to someone who doesn't know you or your family is actually a pretty good idea. It doesn't necessarily have to be someone who has a total PhD, or is a doctor, but truthfully, you do need to talk to someone to get all of this out.

It worked for me. I've been going to about five years of counseling over family issues. I thought the same thing about the whole 'counseling' thing, but when I actually got in there, the first thing they said was "I just want you to tell me how you feel, right now, even about me."

The person I'm seeing is a counselor, not a psychiatrist. I have gone to a psychiatrist because of chemical imbalances and my anxiety disorder, but that's only for the medical part.

My couselor has been there for me through everything.

And since you have decided to open up in a forum, why say that you don't open up to strangers?

If you want to talk, let me know.

Oh, and even if your family is difficult... don't hate them for that. They brought you into this world. At least respect them for that.
 
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