Kemurther Ekkivid
New member
...serious answers please? im kinda scared, im only 14 years old and i think im desparate and theres something wrong with me, i want to prove to myself that my boyfriend really cares about me by doing something to make him worried about me, i want him to think that something serious happened to me or act like im doing drugs or drinking alot, i was to see that he really likes me or if hes just with me for sex :/ and also i know this sounds freaky but i have rape fantasies, and ive had them for years :/ and i actually want something serious to happen to me, like being kidnapped or stalked or something, to see who cares about me, who would try to look for me, who would worry :/ i guess i feel like nobody cares about me exept my parents :/ i wanna see that my boyfriend and friends and people in school would care :/ i really dont wanna tell anyone about this, expecially not my parents, so just tell me what i should do, and also no i was not abused ot anything like that, but i never have alot of friends though :'/ and please no stupid answers, this is serious.