I have a serious questions and I want an answer as intelligent and as honest as can be.
The story is I am not a smoker, but have smoked marijuana and gotten high a few times. I smoked and got really reallly high about 2 weeks ago and I dont think I have ever been that high. I took 6 long pulls total straight to the head and didnt cough once. It was a shared blunt between me and two friends. I was told the weed was "haze" which i think is a strong strain.
My high was like this. I literally felt like I understood what "life" really is. I felt like for the first time I understood what it means "to live" and to be in "life." I also had flashbacks of my sisters behavior when she used to smoke weed, because she is a recovering addict. I also tended to notice peoples behavior much more closely and felt like I understood them a lot just by the physical actions.
Obviously I am not high anymore, but ever since this day I got high, I have started to think about life and just daydream about it. I also have found it depressing that the world is finite in age, and we as humans will all die one day.... Idk, obviously I knew that, but ever since i smoked i have been thinking about it more and more. Sometimes my heart races from these thoughts as well....
MY QUESTION IS: iS THIS NORMAL? SHOULD I SEEK HELP OR AM I OKAY? PLEASE, INTELLIGENT POLITE RESPONSES PLEASE!!! tHANKS!!!
The story is I am not a smoker, but have smoked marijuana and gotten high a few times. I smoked and got really reallly high about 2 weeks ago and I dont think I have ever been that high. I took 6 long pulls total straight to the head and didnt cough once. It was a shared blunt between me and two friends. I was told the weed was "haze" which i think is a strong strain.
My high was like this. I literally felt like I understood what "life" really is. I felt like for the first time I understood what it means "to live" and to be in "life." I also had flashbacks of my sisters behavior when she used to smoke weed, because she is a recovering addict. I also tended to notice peoples behavior much more closely and felt like I understood them a lot just by the physical actions.
Obviously I am not high anymore, but ever since this day I got high, I have started to think about life and just daydream about it. I also have found it depressing that the world is finite in age, and we as humans will all die one day.... Idk, obviously I knew that, but ever since i smoked i have been thinking about it more and more. Sometimes my heart races from these thoughts as well....
MY QUESTION IS: iS THIS NORMAL? SHOULD I SEEK HELP OR AM I OKAY? PLEASE, INTELLIGENT POLITE RESPONSES PLEASE!!! tHANKS!!!