attempts, and I want meds? I understand her reasoning for not prescribing me medication due to too many suicide attempts. She said that she wants to try everything else and use medication as a last resort. I said that I agree, and that if I had the meds, that I would overdose.. But don't worry, I don't have any medication, therefore, I won't overdose.I was honest with her. If I have meds, I will overdose.
She even called my pharmacy to tell them not to fill any prescriptions if I do get a prescription and try to get medication. I understand why she is doing it and I agree with it. I haven't overdosed in almost five months. But the urge is there. I want to get meds. I want to overdose. How can I overcome these feelings ? I see her next on October 26th, and I want to die, I want the meds.. She didn't even ask me if I had suicidal thoughts, nothing, just asked if she could sleep good tonight knowing that I won't kill myself, and I said yes.
I just need advice and how ot make sure I don't go see another doctor and get prescriptions. I am so desperate for pills, that I have even considered traveling to another province or even going to the U.S.. It's unbelievable how storng the urge is. I didn't tell her that part of it, but I don't know. If I start abusing medication again and she finds out, would she have me admitted to the hospital ? I don't want that. I just need advice Thanks
I udnerstand why she wouldn't prescribe them. I haven't been on anything for almost five months, but I have such an intense urge for medication, and to overdose. I don't want to scare her by telling her this, I just don't know what to do
She even called my pharmacy to tell them not to fill any prescriptions if I do get a prescription and try to get medication. I understand why she is doing it and I agree with it. I haven't overdosed in almost five months. But the urge is there. I want to get meds. I want to overdose. How can I overcome these feelings ? I see her next on October 26th, and I want to die, I want the meds.. She didn't even ask me if I had suicidal thoughts, nothing, just asked if she could sleep good tonight knowing that I won't kill myself, and I said yes.
I just need advice and how ot make sure I don't go see another doctor and get prescriptions. I am so desperate for pills, that I have even considered traveling to another province or even going to the U.S.. It's unbelievable how storng the urge is. I didn't tell her that part of it, but I don't know. If I start abusing medication again and she finds out, would she have me admitted to the hospital ? I don't want that. I just need advice Thanks
I udnerstand why she wouldn't prescribe them. I haven't been on anything for almost five months, but I have such an intense urge for medication, and to overdose. I don't want to scare her by telling her this, I just don't know what to do