At first, iThot iWas pregnant, but that's impossible right now. Because iHaven't... u know.... in a while.
But a lot of things have changed in my life and my behavior.
My Eating Habbits.
I used to just eat very small meals throuout the day. Now, iDon't really feel like eating anything during the day except junk food, and then when iGet home from school, iJust stuff my face with anything that's in the kitchen. Like, for real. I just EAT until I'm completely full, and then go to sleep on the couch.. wake up at like 5 or 6, and just kinda sit there. I've ganged 3 pounds in the last 4 weeks. I don't really care about my weight kuz it's normal. I'm just saying. I went from 134 to 137. I'm 15. And i'm 5'5.
My Sleeping Habbits.
For a sec, i stopped sleeping in my room. idk y. I would sleep on the couch, and keep the TV on all night. Like iWas paranoid or something. I started getting sleepy reaaaallly early. Like 8:30pm, even after that afterschool nap, but iCould never fall asleep. I would kinda just toos n turn... until finally around like 10 or 11 iWould fall asleep, but wake up multiple times in the middle of the night.
Now, I sleep in my room, and I get sleepy at the normal time, but iStill eat the same, and nap in the day. I fall asleep in 5th period a lot. Right After Lunch. I have a hard time waking up in the morning (which I usually don't). I have dreams that r a lot different than dreams I normally have.
Mood Problems
I just feel so lazy all the time. My room stays messed up, because I never have the energy to clean it. I get irritated really easily, and kinda started being mean to people, then nice later. I will listen to a song, and just start crying. I feeel like iHave bad luck because I keep losing stuff and things just haven't been working out for me lately. Personal stuff iDon't wanna put in this q.
Weird Stuff.
I get random headaches sometimes. I'm far more unorganized than usual.. like...n iDon't care anymore.
Being Bad... =)
I've smoked weed since iWas 11, but iNever really drank.. until iWas 14... but rarely. Like... twice or 3 times that year. But in the past month... i've been drinking. Even though I hate it and hate the taste and smell, and what it does to your body/liver. I drink it so I could like... relax. And iSmoke way more weed now. it helps me go to sleep, it helps me do writing and work... iDk. I just do it. And I cut classes now. I never really did that, but I just feel really like... lazy and just.. not in a state to be in a classroom. Time seems to go by slower and classes are FOREVER.. so iDon;t go, but I know iShould. Hard to explain.
My Passion.
I can;t even write music much anymore. Lie... happy music or music about love. I must say, I didn't write a song about like sad stuff and things going on in life.. and it was the best thing I've ever written, but nothing else. I always write music, but I just CAN'T anymore. Even when iTry n force myself.
And! To top it off...
I got a cold like... over night. I went to sleep fine, and woke with a runny nose. By then end of that day, iWas sneezing with a stuffy nose. Now, I have a sore throat, stuffy nose, dry lips, watery eyes, migraines, and sore muscles. it sucks so bad. I feel horrible.
WHAT DO I HAVE? HOW DO I FIX IT? CURES! CURES! iNEED CURES PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
Thanks,
~Laydie X
Sorry. There's hella typo's in here.
But a lot of things have changed in my life and my behavior.
My Eating Habbits.
I used to just eat very small meals throuout the day. Now, iDon't really feel like eating anything during the day except junk food, and then when iGet home from school, iJust stuff my face with anything that's in the kitchen. Like, for real. I just EAT until I'm completely full, and then go to sleep on the couch.. wake up at like 5 or 6, and just kinda sit there. I've ganged 3 pounds in the last 4 weeks. I don't really care about my weight kuz it's normal. I'm just saying. I went from 134 to 137. I'm 15. And i'm 5'5.
My Sleeping Habbits.
For a sec, i stopped sleeping in my room. idk y. I would sleep on the couch, and keep the TV on all night. Like iWas paranoid or something. I started getting sleepy reaaaallly early. Like 8:30pm, even after that afterschool nap, but iCould never fall asleep. I would kinda just toos n turn... until finally around like 10 or 11 iWould fall asleep, but wake up multiple times in the middle of the night.
Now, I sleep in my room, and I get sleepy at the normal time, but iStill eat the same, and nap in the day. I fall asleep in 5th period a lot. Right After Lunch. I have a hard time waking up in the morning (which I usually don't). I have dreams that r a lot different than dreams I normally have.
Mood Problems
I just feel so lazy all the time. My room stays messed up, because I never have the energy to clean it. I get irritated really easily, and kinda started being mean to people, then nice later. I will listen to a song, and just start crying. I feeel like iHave bad luck because I keep losing stuff and things just haven't been working out for me lately. Personal stuff iDon't wanna put in this q.
Weird Stuff.
I get random headaches sometimes. I'm far more unorganized than usual.. like...n iDon't care anymore.
Being Bad... =)
I've smoked weed since iWas 11, but iNever really drank.. until iWas 14... but rarely. Like... twice or 3 times that year. But in the past month... i've been drinking. Even though I hate it and hate the taste and smell, and what it does to your body/liver. I drink it so I could like... relax. And iSmoke way more weed now. it helps me go to sleep, it helps me do writing and work... iDk. I just do it. And I cut classes now. I never really did that, but I just feel really like... lazy and just.. not in a state to be in a classroom. Time seems to go by slower and classes are FOREVER.. so iDon;t go, but I know iShould. Hard to explain.
My Passion.
I can;t even write music much anymore. Lie... happy music or music about love. I must say, I didn't write a song about like sad stuff and things going on in life.. and it was the best thing I've ever written, but nothing else. I always write music, but I just CAN'T anymore. Even when iTry n force myself.
And! To top it off...
I got a cold like... over night. I went to sleep fine, and woke with a runny nose. By then end of that day, iWas sneezing with a stuffy nose. Now, I have a sore throat, stuffy nose, dry lips, watery eyes, migraines, and sore muscles. it sucks so bad. I feel horrible.
WHAT DO I HAVE? HOW DO I FIX IT? CURES! CURES! iNEED CURES PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
Thanks,
~Laydie X
Sorry. There's hella typo's in here.