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since 2 admissions to a mental health ward early last year i was told i had borderline personality disorder and i suffer from severe anxiety stress and depression since i always feel like killing myself after a relationship breakdown. i didnt have a stable childhood and grew up feeling never worthy of anything and a failure. since becoming an adult i try to deal with my feelings and have been on 4 different medications and have seen a phsychiatrist and phsycologist i have done everythng i can to help myself but i feel there is nothing anyone can do not even my friends who dont know what to do when i call them, i feel alone and helpless should i try admitting myself back in a hospital or what should i do i need help and dont know what to do