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Recently (or I've just been beginning to notice) my mom has started acting like a hypocrite. She treats me like I'm in pre-school even though I'm in sixth grade, but says that HER mom treats her like a twelve year old, (which offended me a little because I'm eleven,) and when I tried to talk to her about how I felt when she said that, she screamed her head off at me (and she tells me and my brother never to raise their voices at some one.) And she TAUGHT ME that if some one is yelling, I shouldn't get involved. So I told her, "I'm not going to talk to you if you're going to yell. If you would please stop interrupting me then I would be able to tell you what I'm trying to say so that you can understand it, but it's difficult to talk when you're not listening to me." But then she yelled more and cursed (which she also told me also never to do.) So I want a way to talk to her without her biting my head off about this.
I love my mom, she's AWESOME, but her parents always used to yell around her and start fights and all, and her brothers and sisters learned to do this too, so now I have grandparents, an aunt, and an uncle, with anger issues. (My other aunt is normal.) She has a little trouble controlling her anger, and she does REALLY well, but some times it gets out of hand. I mean, she tries so hard not to have us grow up like she did, but whenever she doesn't understand something, she makes you feel uncomfortable and pressured, and it makes it even harder to explain, so she gets angrier, and it's just this big, vicious circle.
Time for a big rant!
For some reason, I always feel like I have to keep proving that I am responsible and old enough to understand everything, or get the "big picture." Because of this, I always get DRIVEN UP THE WALL when some one treats me like a kid, or tells me that I'm too young, or says that I wouldn't understand. I always feel annoyed when some one acts superior to me just because they're older. I hate it when some one lies to me or doesn't tell me something because they think I'm too delicate to handle the information, just because I've had a rough life so far. grown ups always treat me special and I DISPISE it. But really, all the drama that's happened has just made me just step into reality earlier. My friends don't feel this way, and I want to know just WHY. Like, one of my friends thinks that she can raise 10 grand to get a horse. Not going to happen. Some one else thinks that they're going to become a famous singer and tour the world, and cure cancer. (That
sort of speaks for itself)
I'm done!
And just a heads up, don't you DARE say that I'm too young for this site. You and I both totally know that you lied about your age at least ONCE online.
So, thanks. I'd appreciate the help. (And I hope your eyes aren't hurting from reading this for so long.
)
Thanks Nicole J.
And yes..I think so...*counts*
And my question basically was: How an I talk to my mom without her biting my head off?
Thanks a lot. (= And I realize my mom (and everyone else! Except for Chuck Norris) is only human, but it's so easy to forget. Yeah, my parents are divorced. She owns a store and is always working, but some times she has a bad day there and lets it all out on my brother and me.
Thanks for all the answers, I didn't expect this many.
And yes, I love to write. xD And I won't be offended, unless some one says flat out something like, "You're too young to know everything." or something like that. I'll probably write a letter to her or something in the end.
This is making me feel so much better, thanks for all the advice and encouragement, again.
I love my mom, she's AWESOME, but her parents always used to yell around her and start fights and all, and her brothers and sisters learned to do this too, so now I have grandparents, an aunt, and an uncle, with anger issues. (My other aunt is normal.) She has a little trouble controlling her anger, and she does REALLY well, but some times it gets out of hand. I mean, she tries so hard not to have us grow up like she did, but whenever she doesn't understand something, she makes you feel uncomfortable and pressured, and it makes it even harder to explain, so she gets angrier, and it's just this big, vicious circle.
Time for a big rant!
For some reason, I always feel like I have to keep proving that I am responsible and old enough to understand everything, or get the "big picture." Because of this, I always get DRIVEN UP THE WALL when some one treats me like a kid, or tells me that I'm too young, or says that I wouldn't understand. I always feel annoyed when some one acts superior to me just because they're older. I hate it when some one lies to me or doesn't tell me something because they think I'm too delicate to handle the information, just because I've had a rough life so far. grown ups always treat me special and I DISPISE it. But really, all the drama that's happened has just made me just step into reality earlier. My friends don't feel this way, and I want to know just WHY. Like, one of my friends thinks that she can raise 10 grand to get a horse. Not going to happen. Some one else thinks that they're going to become a famous singer and tour the world, and cure cancer. (That
sort of speaks for itself)
I'm done!

So, thanks. I'd appreciate the help. (And I hope your eyes aren't hurting from reading this for so long.

Thanks Nicole J.

And my question basically was: How an I talk to my mom without her biting my head off?
Thanks a lot. (= And I realize my mom (and everyone else! Except for Chuck Norris) is only human, but it's so easy to forget. Yeah, my parents are divorced. She owns a store and is always working, but some times she has a bad day there and lets it all out on my brother and me.
Thanks for all the answers, I didn't expect this many.

This is making me feel so much better, thanks for all the advice and encouragement, again.