I made up this poem .. based on something real ! is it good? should i give it

[@N!M3]

to the person? Look I'm sorry for ruining you're dreams I don't wanna hurt you but if I don't express my feelings its gonna be worse in the long run . This isn't anatomy we don't have to give time, time if you get it. I love somebody else that's how it is I'm convinced you're better for me .but nobody chooses who to love that's why I wish I could love you as much as you deserve to be loved but I can't even though I want to it doesn't come out of my heart I try it and it doesn't work .. I can't invent feelings in my mind that my heart doesn't give me ... I know you've given me paradise but him in his very own hell made me fall in love . I really wish I could love you more than a brother or "best friend" and I know in the future that could be possible .. I'm sorry for ever wasting you're time I plead of you to not hate me for this .. In the end I knew this day would come and again I wish I could love you as much as you deserve to be loved but I can't give you that right now .. I don't even know what to tell u but I tried you know I tried but I don't love you what else can I say ? You're the perfect guy .. But not in my world.