Lilly Cadence
New member
addiction.should i give up? he broke up with me over a month ago. he planned on moving to boston to get an apt and running his familys business and he was even looking for girls to date in the area where he was moving. we had a really strong chemistry initially you know the kind (intense attraction, butterflies, overwhelming excitement) puppy love so to speak
he ended up getting heavy into drugs a little before he met me and it didnt get bad until the end when he broke it off. (snorting percocets, smoking weed both daily) he got pulled over and arrested just they other day. i hadnt spoken to him in over a month and just recently added him on facebook and he told me he'd just been arrested and that he was headed 18 hrs away down to his family's vacant vacation home in south carolina to "clean himself up".
he said he blamed me a lot for the fighting between us but came clean that it was mostly on him...and that he had to "distance" himself from me because he knew hed hurt me. he also said he has a lot he'd like to tell me in person when he gets back and that his phone is turned off...but that he will call when he gets a new one. i offered to send him letters to his home in SC but he said he will keep in touch through facebook. he is online all the time! and he never messages me...like hes legit on there for hours on end. as a matter of fact we are both on the facebook chat now and he hasnt said anything ive left mine on for an hour and walked away to see if hed msg. also i called his phone and it said the voicemail box was full it didnt say that the phone was shut down by ATT. i messaged him and he said he still cares about me a lot but that he has to clean himself up and "maybe" things can work when he gets back.. he asked if id still be here to talk to if he needs support...but he nevers messages me anyway!! he didnt dump me to get clean he dumped me to move on to boston which is an hour away and was signed up on a dating website looking for women in that area...only now that he gets arrested and loses his job does he say he broke up with me to avoid hurting me.......he wont even say he loves me he just says "i care about you so much"
he ended up getting heavy into drugs a little before he met me and it didnt get bad until the end when he broke it off. (snorting percocets, smoking weed both daily) he got pulled over and arrested just they other day. i hadnt spoken to him in over a month and just recently added him on facebook and he told me he'd just been arrested and that he was headed 18 hrs away down to his family's vacant vacation home in south carolina to "clean himself up".
he said he blamed me a lot for the fighting between us but came clean that it was mostly on him...and that he had to "distance" himself from me because he knew hed hurt me. he also said he has a lot he'd like to tell me in person when he gets back and that his phone is turned off...but that he will call when he gets a new one. i offered to send him letters to his home in SC but he said he will keep in touch through facebook. he is online all the time! and he never messages me...like hes legit on there for hours on end. as a matter of fact we are both on the facebook chat now and he hasnt said anything ive left mine on for an hour and walked away to see if hed msg. also i called his phone and it said the voicemail box was full it didnt say that the phone was shut down by ATT. i messaged him and he said he still cares about me a lot but that he has to clean himself up and "maybe" things can work when he gets back.. he asked if id still be here to talk to if he needs support...but he nevers messages me anyway!! he didnt dump me to get clean he dumped me to move on to boston which is an hour away and was signed up on a dating website looking for women in that area...only now that he gets arrested and loses his job does he say he broke up with me to avoid hurting me.......he wont even say he loves me he just says "i care about you so much"