I Like To Break Things

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alexis b

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I used to work out a lot (used to being the key word there), and when I'd get pissed, I'd either sling the weights from my bench press machine around, or I'd go down to the creek nearby and pick up the most massive rocks that I could and sling them about. I'd be so exhausted and drained once I was done, that I couldn't be mad at anything if I was repeatedly provoked afterwards.
 
I usually don't get angry. If I do, I write an angry letter to someone. Or I just sit there and think of all the stuff I should have done to them.

I advise you do what he said and go down to a rock quarry, find a big ass rock and break it, it feels good.
 
I haven't done it in a while, but sometimes I just gotta smack myself around a few times.

I'm trying to conserve my few remaining brain cells, nowadays.
 
I could sell the stuff I plan on breaking, but I wouldn't really get much money for that stuff anyway. The things I break nowadays are unimportant.

I do wish I had that guitar back, though. That was $400 down the drain.
 
I used to hit the nearest person, place, or thing, then my friend made me realize that that's not a good way to keep friends.

I almost broke his nose once. So he told me that if I wanted to keep him as a friend, I have to learn to control myself. So I did. He's still my friend, and has been for the past 16 years.

Now I just sit and take a few deep breaths, or go for a drive which probably isn't the safest thing in the world.

But it seems to calm me down.
 
My one friend punches and head butts walls, and there's nothing his dad can do about it because he's old.

I can usually control myself until I'm alone. I guess I could try to figure out another way of venting my anger. Music definitely helps, I need to concentrate more on that.

WTF is fucking that up for me. :happysad:
 
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