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ok so heres my story
jane= current bestfriend
tony= ex best guy friend
sally= ex best guy friend's gf
drake= current bestfriend's ex
sandra= my ex bestfriend and ex gf
i met jane at tony's bday party 4 1/2 years back
she was the prettiest girl there and i ask her to dance
we both were in a relationship at the time
after the party i didnt talk to her for like a year
(we went to diffrent skools at the time of the party)
well the following year i was enrolled in her skool
(i had problems at my old skool n so i went to the skool tony went to)
well anyways
jane and sally were bestfrriends
sally was trying to get back wit tony and **** so she would always tag along
we spend alot of time together
i was single now but she still wasnt
so even thou i kinda like her i just left it alone
at the time i was really close with another girl sandra
she was my bestfriend for along time
we went out... it ended bad... we dnt even talk anymore
my relationship with her lasted about 3 years
while i was with sandra... jane was wit drake
in the begining me and drake use to b friends
tat changed went he hit jane (long and complicated to explain but pretty much he was an abusive lieing asshole)
it took her along time to get a clue and ditch him but she did
about a year n a half ago
she became my closest friend
we go to parties together
movies, everything pretty much
her parents love me.. so much tat i've even slept over her house (dnt think wrong.. ive never dont **** with her)
lately something new has happened
my friends and i have been throwing small parties at my house
she has been sleeping over
(i give her my bed and i asleep in the coach)
my friends all tel me we look like were goin out but idk
to b totall honest there are days tat i see her as more then a friend
but there are days tat i can only see her as my friend
sometimes i feel like if im like her father or her big brother
i have never kiss her or done anthing with her
but we have been in that awkward moment.. u kno the one right before ur about to kiss someone tat u have no idea how that persons gana react
everytime tat we get there i backaway and leave
(after wat happened wit m ex i just dont feel like bein tat kinda intamite wit m bestfriend iis a good idea... cant lose her too)
but this weekend. at the end of our party (we were kinda drunk)
we layed down together and talked.. she was kinda of emotional...she was crying (she was telling me her personal ****.. she has a bit of low self esteem)
i was telling her.. blah bllah blah.. stuff about how i thought she was pretty
she looked up to me and looked like she was about to kiss me
wen i saw her
for a second i almost bend my head down towards hers to kiss her but i hesitated
and she noticed and she kissed me in the cheek instead
idk i feel like im falling in love with her but then agaain idk
another thing is she aint completely over her ex either
i've never had a problem asking girl out
ive never even been confused about a girl before
idk how to handle this
i love her as my bestfriend .. no doubt in my mind
i just dont kno if i love her as anything more the tat
or is it tat im afraid to hurt her or to be hurt myself
i need advice
jane= current bestfriend
tony= ex best guy friend
sally= ex best guy friend's gf
drake= current bestfriend's ex
sandra= my ex bestfriend and ex gf
i met jane at tony's bday party 4 1/2 years back
she was the prettiest girl there and i ask her to dance
we both were in a relationship at the time
after the party i didnt talk to her for like a year
(we went to diffrent skools at the time of the party)
well the following year i was enrolled in her skool
(i had problems at my old skool n so i went to the skool tony went to)
well anyways
jane and sally were bestfrriends
sally was trying to get back wit tony and **** so she would always tag along
we spend alot of time together
i was single now but she still wasnt
so even thou i kinda like her i just left it alone
at the time i was really close with another girl sandra
she was my bestfriend for along time
we went out... it ended bad... we dnt even talk anymore
my relationship with her lasted about 3 years
while i was with sandra... jane was wit drake
in the begining me and drake use to b friends
tat changed went he hit jane (long and complicated to explain but pretty much he was an abusive lieing asshole)
it took her along time to get a clue and ditch him but she did
about a year n a half ago
she became my closest friend
we go to parties together
movies, everything pretty much
her parents love me.. so much tat i've even slept over her house (dnt think wrong.. ive never dont **** with her)
lately something new has happened
my friends and i have been throwing small parties at my house
she has been sleeping over
(i give her my bed and i asleep in the coach)
my friends all tel me we look like were goin out but idk
to b totall honest there are days tat i see her as more then a friend
but there are days tat i can only see her as my friend
sometimes i feel like if im like her father or her big brother
i have never kiss her or done anthing with her
but we have been in that awkward moment.. u kno the one right before ur about to kiss someone tat u have no idea how that persons gana react
everytime tat we get there i backaway and leave
(after wat happened wit m ex i just dont feel like bein tat kinda intamite wit m bestfriend iis a good idea... cant lose her too)
but this weekend. at the end of our party (we were kinda drunk)
we layed down together and talked.. she was kinda of emotional...she was crying (she was telling me her personal ****.. she has a bit of low self esteem)
i was telling her.. blah bllah blah.. stuff about how i thought she was pretty
she looked up to me and looked like she was about to kiss me
wen i saw her
for a second i almost bend my head down towards hers to kiss her but i hesitated
and she noticed and she kissed me in the cheek instead
idk i feel like im falling in love with her but then agaain idk
another thing is she aint completely over her ex either
i've never had a problem asking girl out
ive never even been confused about a girl before
idk how to handle this
i love her as my bestfriend .. no doubt in my mind
i just dont kno if i love her as anything more the tat
or is it tat im afraid to hurt her or to be hurt myself
i need advice